I don't even know why I try sometimes.
The only thing in my life that is ever not too good to be true is the niche I've plowed for myself here, and even that won't last.
I once said, "Live solely in the present, worrying not about either past nor future, for only being happy this moment can truly pave the way for happiness in the next." I'm not so sure about that anymore. The problem with living in the moment is that moments pass, and certain moments are so incredible that the ones that follow are just empty shells of vivid memories.
The only thing in my life that is ever not too good to be true is the niche I've plowed for myself here, and even that won't last.
I once said, "Live solely in the present, worrying not about either past nor future, for only being happy this moment can truly pave the way for happiness in the next." I'm not so sure about that anymore. The problem with living in the moment is that moments pass, and certain moments are so incredible that the ones that follow are just empty shells of vivid memories.
i suppose "worrying not" doesn't necessarily equal "not being aware of" as i first read it, but everything is about context. if the big things suck, start enjoying the little things until you get the big things straightened out. frame your mind to make the things that you have the things that you're content to deal with until you get what you want.
good luck. =) (i just woke up, so that might have been incoherent. i apologize)
Thank you for all the comments and support these past weeks/days. It meant a lot to me to see I have wonderful people there for me.