daeumling

Ahhhh...I think i got a midlife-crisis....today I thought I would feel better...and now I feel so fucking empty inside....can't get myself to do something for the 'uni'... I'm just hoping everything will work out and I can move to Aachen to study there...but now in the moment it's just a damn up and down....don't even know why I'm writing this here....don't wanna bother you.
I just wanna go back to New Zealand, hang out with my best friend, go surfing, kiwi picking, enjoying life...*sigh*
oh here's my official "feeling bad" song

cheers folks