ok now it's official....I have a big problem with women...
I'm single for a week now...and this saturday a wonderful lady came to the store where I work.....she is so cute and tattooed all over and skinny and little nice boobies...completely not my type of women but she's fucking special....we spent the last 2 days and nights together and it was totally awesome. And we wanted to watch tv tonight and chill out and play with her cats.....but then she suddenly had to go to a very important concert tonight....fuck you music!!! and here's the weird thing....I'm totally disappointed....I even wanted to cry.. O_O It hurt me so muchm I've been lying in bed all day with my laptop...doing nothing. So fuck you my crazy, weird heart from hell.....We both know, that this is only faszination for something new....
Ok....enough.
I have some work to do...but inside I'm completely sad.....*sigh*
bye bye folks
Edit:
She called me and asked me over for a few minutes before she had to leave
was great...but that really sad thing is, that if this feelings make me do nice things for her, take her out to dinner etc. she will get some feelings for me, too...and then, as usual, I will loose my feelings and hurt her....so I'm definetly crazy about women...but she called me yeahks
I'm single for a week now...and this saturday a wonderful lady came to the store where I work.....she is so cute and tattooed all over and skinny and little nice boobies...completely not my type of women but she's fucking special....we spent the last 2 days and nights together and it was totally awesome. And we wanted to watch tv tonight and chill out and play with her cats.....but then she suddenly had to go to a very important concert tonight....fuck you music!!! and here's the weird thing....I'm totally disappointed....I even wanted to cry.. O_O It hurt me so muchm I've been lying in bed all day with my laptop...doing nothing. So fuck you my crazy, weird heart from hell.....We both know, that this is only faszination for something new....
Ok....enough.
I have some work to do...but inside I'm completely sad.....*sigh*
bye bye folks
Edit:
She called me and asked me over for a few minutes before she had to leave
was great...but that really sad thing is, that if this feelings make me do nice things for her, take her out to dinner etc. she will get some feelings for me, too...and then, as usual, I will loose my feelings and hurt her....so I'm definetly crazy about women...but she called me yeahks
aber ich versteh das schon. wenn man ne frau so faszinierend findet dann wirft einen gleich alles aus der bahn.
cool bleiben. wird schon ...
cheers