daemonkain

Right, so, an update....

I had a great weekend. It was very laid back, but Ariel and I had a wonderful time just chilling out. We played lots of games with friends, including the addictive Culdcept. Also went out for Indian food with friends, which was very nice.

Big stress is still money. Still waiting on financial aid stuff. F will fund me for vacation stuff as long as I want, but this crap really needs to end sometime.

And I need to get back to submitting resumes. I only dropped like two this round of on campus recruiting. Thats practically criminally negligent of me. I suppose it's laziness, but it's compounded by fear, and the feeling that getting a job is overwhelming. Didn't get any interviews from the ones I dropped.

I did finish off some paperwork here today though, so that was an accomplishment. Tomorrow I'll do more, until I get ramped up again. One day, I'll grab total control of myself again, get totally organized. I don't like living out of control of my life, but it's very hard to fight your way out of...