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...and thus the "black hole of self" continues, after years on hiatus. once upon a time i had a blog that published out to my narcissistic [myname].com website, back when i was so very damned important. my fiancee at the time noted that it was a "black hole of self" and made fun of it regularly. she is probably still right, even as my ex-wife.

so here i am.

at work. editing audio files. looking up the meaning of the eye in the triangle. a little pre-justification for more ink. i suppose after a few more, it just won't matter.

so ok, maybe it's just me. it probably is, as i am the maker of all of my problems. of course, my problems are mine, and therefore the title "architect" seems more appropriate to me, but i digress. at any rate, i had my monthly "expectations" meeting with my boss at work today. sooooooo, i'm basically expected to continue working on a project that they are hiring somebody else to inherit, a project that in all likelyhood they will scrap and start over (not conjecture, this is what i have been told). so, um, basically the work i do in the next few months will essentially boil down to futility. i mean, i am showing up, making myself available to help, yes. but what, exactly, am i helping with? i guess it's none of my business. on with the audio editing.