It seems that in every book i read i fucking hate someone, or sometimes more than one.
In the wheel of time it was Egwene. She is a snooty fucking bitch. Self important and noble to a flaw. In the X-Men it was cyclops. He sucked too. Always do the right thing or some stupid shit.
Well in the book I'm reading now, it's a...
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In the wheel of time it was Egwene. She is a snooty fucking bitch. Self important and noble to a flaw. In the X-Men it was cyclops. He sucked too. Always do the right thing or some stupid shit.
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So yesterday I cured my dog of flees, but now i suspect he has mites. I gotta bring him to the vet next week for a full check up and alll taht bullshit.
I don't wanna work anymore. I need to win the lottery. Then i could be a lazy fuck. No chance of that since MS doesn't have a fucking lottery. Lottery is gambling,...
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I don't wanna work anymore. I need to win the lottery. Then i could be a lazy fuck. No chance of that since MS doesn't have a fucking lottery. Lottery is gambling,...
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deckwreck:
whatcha readin? it is possible you already mentioned it and my memory isn't functioning properly, but if so, please reiterate.
oh, yeah... what do the hudson falcons sound like? ive heard of them now a few times, and my interest is piqued. unfortunately, i am currently on dialup so downloading doesnt work so well, so i want to make what i do download worthwhile...
oh, yeah... what do the hudson falcons sound like? ive heard of them now a few times, and my interest is piqued. unfortunately, i am currently on dialup so downloading doesnt work so well, so i want to make what i do download worthwhile...
deckwreck:
that whole series is fucking amazing. the new one is coming out soon.. i cant wait...
I am a loser. Anyone who talks to me should know this straight off. I like fantasy books. You know like hobbits and elves and shit like that? Yea those are my kinda books.
I play online RPGs at times. I used to play a whole fucking lot, but they bore me.
I smoke pipes. I currently have 4, 2 that i smoke, and a...
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I play online RPGs at times. I used to play a whole fucking lot, but they bore me.
I smoke pipes. I currently have 4, 2 that i smoke, and a...
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kennedy77:
hahah not a lozer were gonna get shitty together!!!!!!!!!
thrash_cunt:
Your words inspire my the backstage passes are yours!
I was gonna make a post about how much i fucking love to drink and why i drink. But I'll save it for now. Deckwreck wrote about fashion punks and how its not england and its not the 70s anymore. This got me thinking.
They way i dress. Usually jeans, tshirt, my studded patched up vest, and combat boots.
My dress coincides with a. what...
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They way i dress. Usually jeans, tshirt, my studded patched up vest, and combat boots.
My dress coincides with a. what...
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deckwreck:
well, i just said that in reference to a certain person my friend and i i met at an against me show.
conversation:
him: i think they suck. im more into real punk.
us: oh, like what?
him: like the exploited.
us: we used to like the exploited, and they are pretty cool, but one day we realized that they were singing about problems in england 20 years ago, and that really isnt relevant to us now, the direct message is lost. these guys talk about issues that concern us now, etc.
him: blah blah anarchy in the uk blah blah.
the kid then booed against me, etc. and he was wearing that hot topic dead kennedys shirt.
thats what i meant, the people that use punk as fashion, and have no idea of the message or the values of the community. i mean, i can respect it even if you just dig the music and not the message, but still, when you go to the scene, obey its rules. i was dancing and got knocked over in a push pit (!!!!) and no one helped me up for gods sake.
so yeah.. thats about it. i'm a new schooler to the core (behold my black plugs, tight t shirt, tight jeans, and fashionable shoes!!! and i had dyed black hair for about 2 years too) but its just cuz thats what i like to wear, and im sure whenever a crust kid ses me there are like "poseur!" or something. i guess what i really mean is that it doesnt matter what you wear as long as you act like a part of the community, which the people im talking about dont.
yeah!
conversation:
him: i think they suck. im more into real punk.
us: oh, like what?
him: like the exploited.
us: we used to like the exploited, and they are pretty cool, but one day we realized that they were singing about problems in england 20 years ago, and that really isnt relevant to us now, the direct message is lost. these guys talk about issues that concern us now, etc.
him: blah blah anarchy in the uk blah blah.
the kid then booed against me, etc. and he was wearing that hot topic dead kennedys shirt.
thats what i meant, the people that use punk as fashion, and have no idea of the message or the values of the community. i mean, i can respect it even if you just dig the music and not the message, but still, when you go to the scene, obey its rules. i was dancing and got knocked over in a push pit (!!!!) and no one helped me up for gods sake.
so yeah.. thats about it. i'm a new schooler to the core (behold my black plugs, tight t shirt, tight jeans, and fashionable shoes!!! and i had dyed black hair for about 2 years too) but its just cuz thats what i like to wear, and im sure whenever a crust kid ses me there are like "poseur!" or something. i guess what i really mean is that it doesnt matter what you wear as long as you act like a part of the community, which the people im talking about dont.
yeah!
thrash_cunt:
Ya i know many people who are in for socail stats but it's pretty easy to spot them even if they are dressed to kill, it's not hard to realize after a 5 minute conversation with someone like that. I don't get pissed at them or the things they say because in a few weeks they're gonna find some other trend and won't bug me anymore. I believe in supporting the scene and in order to keep it going someone's gonna have to take a new kid under their wing, come on i know nobody is born punk, someone older toke it upon themselves to show you the way! Kinda like the force,but not as cool!
Anyways i got kinda off subject, the band i'm hoping can be like street punk/77 style, but just a touch of pop, blended in you knowJust enough pop to be able to understand the words, but not like the disstillers, kinda like Raooul
Anyways i got kinda off subject, the band i'm hoping can be like street punk/77 style, but just a touch of pop, blended in you knowJust enough pop to be able to understand the words, but not like the disstillers, kinda like Raooul
Ok so I'm finally around to making a new journal. I am fucking pissed too. There are no good bands around where I live. I'm gonna have to drive to alabama or new orleans to catch a good show. Shit i don't even know if i can find them there.
Fuck. But I got a car now. Was given to my grandmother, who in turn...
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thrash_cunt:
No they didnt play them for the shows i went to, but they gave us the live in LA DVD and it was pretty badass!
kennedy77:
god i love every thing that consists of sweet stuff.. i yeh 
and beer
and beerSunday Dec. 21, I turn 21.
My plans are: From 9 to 5 go into work. Get done ASAP. At clock out time change my shirt and pants in the bathroom, toss my shit in a bag and head out to meet my dad in the parking lot. Toss my shit in his truck and hit the casino. Gamble and drink for an hour or...
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My plans are: From 9 to 5 go into work. Get done ASAP. At clock out time change my shirt and pants in the bathroom, toss my shit in a bag and head out to meet my dad in the parking lot. Toss my shit in his truck and hit the casino. Gamble and drink for an hour or...
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deckwreck:
happy late birthday!!! and i suppose happy new year while i'm at it.
I used to talk politics with my family. I don't anymore. They are a simple people and, I hate to say it, but they don't understand that things are not black and white, and that things are complex. (not saying I understand everything, but at least I know that my side is not the only one ya know?)
For instance, my uncle one day at...
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hyenahell:
yeah, i think i probably was being a litte over-simplifying (is that even a fucking word?) but i think my days of political idealism and hope for any kind of egalitarian future were dashed to bits long ago. i guess i am more practical as far as politics are concerned, which perhaps is a kind of complacency. hmmm. anyway, the review went well, but i still have tons of work to finish up before the fifteenth. ug. so i'll check in later when my brain is less fried, eh?
xoxo,
-Hyena.
xoxo,
-Hyena.
hyenahell:
rawr.
I got so much shit i want to say while i'm at work but then i forget it. Maybe i should just keep a pocket notebook of subjects to talk about.
Beauty. Such a strange fucked up thing. The hotel I work at has a pool. That means girls in stages of undress. Bikinis bathing suits. Shit like that.
All the guys at work stand...
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Beauty. Such a strange fucked up thing. The hotel I work at has a pool. That means girls in stages of undress. Bikinis bathing suits. Shit like that.
All the guys at work stand...
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hyenahell:
if it makes you feel any better they probably wouldn't give Jabus the time of day either. i know that wasn't your point. but. er. meh.
personally, it's hard (for me, at least) to be with people more concerned with physical appearances than i am. i'm not saying there aren't physical qualities in men/women that turn me on (i don't think i would've joined SG if that were the case). but one of the reasons i broke off my last relationship was that the guy i was with prefered me to look... well, nice. not that he gave me ultimatums or insulted me because i didn't shave or go to the gym or whatever. but i knew it was important to him and it really bothered me. because he could have gained 500 pounds and gone bald and it wouldn't have changed the way i felt. i dunno. it was wierd. i just remember never feeling like i was good enough when i was with him. like he wanted me to be something that i couldn't ever be. oh well. i dunno what that rant had to do with yours. but while trying to remember what spurred that trail of thought, i realized i still had a five page paper due tomorrow morning. one which i've yet to start. so.
-Hyena.
personally, it's hard (for me, at least) to be with people more concerned with physical appearances than i am. i'm not saying there aren't physical qualities in men/women that turn me on (i don't think i would've joined SG if that were the case). but one of the reasons i broke off my last relationship was that the guy i was with prefered me to look... well, nice. not that he gave me ultimatums or insulted me because i didn't shave or go to the gym or whatever. but i knew it was important to him and it really bothered me. because he could have gained 500 pounds and gone bald and it wouldn't have changed the way i felt. i dunno. it was wierd. i just remember never feeling like i was good enough when i was with him. like he wanted me to be something that i couldn't ever be. oh well. i dunno what that rant had to do with yours. but while trying to remember what spurred that trail of thought, i realized i still had a five page paper due tomorrow morning. one which i've yet to start. so.
-Hyena.
deckwreck:
dude, i totally know how you feel. in addition, i have a problem where if i dont know the girl well enough to find her interesting, i'm not really attracted to her enough to ask her out. i can't stand the thought of going out on a date and sitting there with nothing to talk about...
hey but at least you dont have my other problem, which is that girls i date end up being insane. this is not an exaggeration by any extent, flux and i, as well as a few of our friends, actually have a "no more crazy bitches" pact wherein if we have to get approval from the others that the girl is not crazy. i guess this means that we are all crzy too, but eh. *shrugs*
hey but at least you dont have my other problem, which is that girls i date end up being insane. this is not an exaggeration by any extent, flux and i, as well as a few of our friends, actually have a "no more crazy bitches" pact wherein if we have to get approval from the others that the girl is not crazy. i guess this means that we are all crzy too, but eh. *shrugs*
I had dreams of squatting, of hopping trains, of living off what i could steal or beg from people, or find in dumpsters. I had dreams of freedom and a life to myself and a life on my own. I had dreams of being an artist. Dreams of creating something that was more than myself. Something to be admired. I had dreams of letting go...
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deckwreck:
hmm this quote immediately popped into my head, and its appropriate on so many levels...
"if you told me all this when i was 15 i never would have believed it"
"if you told me all this when i was 15 i never would have believed it"
hyenahell:
"...but if the me from then could see me now
i'm sure he wouldn't listen up anyhow,
he'd say 'i knew you when you used to matter'
but i've known him since- he wasn't so easily flattered."
i'm sure he wouldn't listen up anyhow,
he'd say 'i knew you when you used to matter'
but i've known him since- he wasn't so easily flattered."
Posted 2 new pictures of me drinking and me fucked up. I think that was the night that i passed out on my floor and dont remember what i had done for the last few hours. Also there are new profile questions!
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deckwreck:
awww shucks...
deckwreck:
yeah dude against me is badass, ever seen them live? best live band ever! im gonna go see em with anti flag in about a week. its kinda weird, itll be the biggest venue ive ever seen them in. and "...as the eternal cowboy" is being sold in media play and best buy now. the world is coming to an end!
oh yeah, flux is a huge against me fan too, and she is a rad chick. *plug plug plug* there is nothing better than singing along to an against me show with your best friend. end sappy comment. heh.
oh yeah, flux is a huge against me fan too, and she is a rad chick. *plug plug plug* there is nothing better than singing along to an against me show with your best friend. end sappy comment. heh.
just wait until you get into the later books!
if thats the case with all books... you probably should not read invisible monsters... but i could be wrong...
you look like ben folds now
nice pipe