Ugh. Half a fith and a few beers, and a nights sleep later. i feel half dead.
stupidslut:
It's been a long time since I haven't felt like hurting people. It kinda eats at me. I want to make someone else fucking pay ya know? I haven't been in a fight for a long time. Gonna go drink some more. Maybe either I'll do it or pass out. 
Man I'm feelin alright. I got a new supervisor at work who treats us like adults. It's funny how many don't do that, and how much better the job is when they do.
Other than that I was thinking of all the old records I used to listen to and thought of Anti-Flag's Born to Die or whatever they called the song. It made me...
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Other than that I was thinking of all the old records I used to listen to and thought of Anti-Flag's Born to Die or whatever they called the song. It made me...
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stupidslut:
yer OK though 
unknowntrigram:
Welcome to the BCB group. Sorry it took so long. I was busy moving.
Charged 69 is one fuckin awesome band. I dont understand a word they sing, but I know damn good street punk.
If they ever come to the states I'll drive 12 hours to see em. Fuckin good music.
If you haven't heard em yet you need to.
If you want to I'll send MP3s.
If they ever come to the states I'll drive 12 hours to see em. Fuckin good music.
If you haven't heard em yet you need to.
If you want to I'll send MP3s.
I wouldn't call this a hang over. It's not a headache or a stomach ache. I'm just not steady on my feet. This makes taking a piss a little difficult. good times were had. It's sad now cuz im outta beer though 
OK so im drinking again tonight. I seem to be drinking more lately. This habbit of mine is gonna end up getting expensive.
Last night I tried sake.
What the fuck? I think the only people who can drink this shit are the ones who like to lick assholes. I have never tasted anythings so fucking gross as rice wine. From the time it goes...
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Last night I tried sake.
What the fuck? I think the only people who can drink this shit are the ones who like to lick assholes. I have never tasted anythings so fucking gross as rice wine. From the time it goes...
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stupidslut:
quit being such a sap! theres someone hotter, smarter, richer, nicer, funnier, healthier, and faster than EVERYONE. fuck, some people don't even have the privlege of knowing who's "cuter" or "nicer" than they are cuz they're blind, mentally challeged, in jail, or in a coma. quit being such a vagina already! 
You know I realize i sound like some emo pussy. But then again I feel like one too.
Girl hung out with shitty boy. Girl tells me they 'kinda made out'. How do you kinda make out? So i figure this ends it. One more name right? To be 100% honest I'm slightly hurt, but I was expecting this much and have gone through it...
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Girl hung out with shitty boy. Girl tells me they 'kinda made out'. How do you kinda make out? So i figure this ends it. One more name right? To be 100% honest I'm slightly hurt, but I was expecting this much and have gone through it...
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stupidslut:
That totally sucks. i've been burned many times myself but i still find it hard to not trust people. it's probably stupidity on my part... i like to give people the benefit of the doubt. I never completely dismiss the possibility of crap happening, but i dont let myself to neccessarily expect it either. but maybe i should... i dont know. im probably the last person to give relationship advice.
and thanks -subway IS yummy and for now im willing to overlook getting paid in peanuts for as long as im still enjoying the free meals.
and thanks -subway IS yummy and for now im willing to overlook getting paid in peanuts for as long as im still enjoying the free meals.
stupidslut:
GRRRRRRRRaaaaaaaaarawrrrrrrrrrrr 
Well it's mother's day so call yer mommies and tell her you love her. Really.
Work sucks. Nothing new.
Work sucks. Nothing new.
I went to ron's party, Drunk to hell. Met with some skinheads and punks. Punk girls were pretty. Might have hit on them if not so drunk. Too bad,. Had a great time. Drunk now. Regret in morning i think., Good times though, Been a wile since i been like this. Thanks ron.
stupidslut:
drinking! that's cool! lastnight i attempted to get drunk while at a social gathering. but after 2 sips of icky beer i got bored ended up littering the streets WITH "mature women" porn instead. hugs!
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[Edited on May 08, 2004 10:03PM]
Ok so things went great for a few days. We talked a lot. We got close and all that shit. Great I think I'm actually getting somewhere. We both agree to just wait and see what happens.
Now a wrench in the spokes. She comes out and tells me yesterday, "I don't think we would work at all. We are so different."
I let it...
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Now a wrench in the spokes. She comes out and tells me yesterday, "I don't think we would work at all. We are so different."
I let it...
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soma__:
Hrm. Well I've actually said the exact same thing but it WAS after dating the guy for almost TWO years so its not like I didn't give him a chance. Hopefully if she just doesn't like you, she's got the balls to be a little more honest than that but it could be that she really thinks you're incompatible. However, I don't think supposed incompatibility necessarily has to be a deterrent bc they say opposites attract right? My last boyfriend was a rapper and a break-dancer and my boyfriend before that was a very preppy engineering student. So if you really like her, I don't think the "incompatibility" thing should get in the way.
Talk to her more and ask her about how she feels you are in incompatible. If she really is convinced about that- I think just spend more time with her and talk and the incompatibility thing will prove itself. If you really suspect she was just saying that to cover up how she really feels then you really just need to confront (but in a nice, gentle, non-confrontational way) her and ask her about it. Be like "listen, I like you, I think we could be good together and I'm not going to screw you over and I just want you to be honest about what you really want."
If it turns out she doesn't like you then ehhh, you don't need her- have her as a friend. Sounds more like she's just being cautious though. Either way, ya need to talk to her. Best of luck to you and I hope everything works out.
Talk to her more and ask her about how she feels you are in incompatible. If she really is convinced about that- I think just spend more time with her and talk and the incompatibility thing will prove itself. If you really suspect she was just saying that to cover up how she really feels then you really just need to confront (but in a nice, gentle, non-confrontational way) her and ask her about it. Be like "listen, I like you, I think we could be good together and I'm not going to screw you over and I just want you to be honest about what you really want."
If it turns out she doesn't like you then ehhh, you don't need her- have her as a friend. Sounds more like she's just being cautious though. Either way, ya need to talk to her. Best of luck to you and I hope everything works out.