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Journal 10

Stacie.

This will be pretty quick because I gotta call her in about 3 to 5 min.

Stacie is who i am smitten with. The crazy thing is ive never met her. In 4 weeks ive talked to her more than almost anyone on the phone. I wanna meet her but i think shes shakey about it.

When I found out i was moving to Mississippi, I emailed a whole bunch of people about the scene. Stacie was the only one to answer my questions and she was cool about it. Gave me pointers on where to find shows and what not, and we have a lot in common.

She asked one night if she could call me so I gave her my number. We talked for about a half hour about drugs, booze, ink, piercings, ect. When I finally got down here i called her and we've been talking ever since.

One night she said we should hang out, maybe go to new orleans and what not. I said yea and she told me shed give me a call when she was free. Well the call about that never came. I thought shit musta been busy. So i write her a quick note asking for a specific date that we could do something, if it was cool with her. No response.

Fuck.

It seems she goes back and forth about some things. She seems to flirt a little, then pull way back. I feel funny having feelings for someone i've never met.

She's evil. And i want to be her evil sidekick. But for now it doesn't look like its gonna happen. Life sucks and so do i.

goodnight, time to call.