daem

Nothing I hate worse than hypocrisy. But at the same time that means I hate myself, which in a way I do. But at the same time im too concieted for my own good.

Confusing I think. Basically I feel that we as people set standards that we will never meet, and hold beliefs that we will never hold on to, or maybe its just forward thinking people.

Since I know me more than anyone I will use myself for an examples:

I hate corporations. No there is no exception, I hate them. I hate McDonalds, WalMart, Barnes and Nobles, Taco Bell, DuPont, Johnson and Johnson, the list goes on forever, but I use some of these products all the time, or I've worked for the companies.

Some people think that it is ok as long as I know that they are bad, but to me that isn't enough. I feel dirty doing it but don't think i will stop for various reasons.

I don't believe in love, but the idea of it amazes me and I think about it all the time, the most romantic of notions, I want it, but then again I don't really believe in it.

I hate people who are whoa is me sad, but then again I feel like that all the time. So what the fuck?

At work im willing to do my best, sorta. I will do my best but that extra mile is just beyond me for $7 an hour. There is a point where I give up on how clean things will get, but at the same time I feel like I need it to be done perfect, and then i say fuck it and give up for good.

I hate rude people, but then again I dont smile at strangers or talk to them, and I ignore them.

I hate people who randomly attack others, but I've almost done it plenty of times. At shows I've let friends hurt people because they were hippies and because as a genral rule I dont like them much..

I hate blind followers but I will back a friend 100% no questions asked. My friends are always right, and others are wrong when my friend disagrees.

I hate quitters but I'm willing to give in too often.

I might just suck at life...