Journal 19
My toe hurts.
I was just walking across the room and i stubbed my fucking toe. Do you realize how much it hurts? Not only did I hit the tip, but i bent it sidewards. I'm in some serious wall punching pain.
Since I don't have much else to write about its confession time:
I am a geek. I play Everquest and DnD and whatever other RPGs i can find. To me they are fun. I also like to write formal essays for no reason but to do a research paper. I used to play Magic:The Gathering and read comic books.
Lately masturbating has interested me a lot more than the prospect of sex. Tryin to find someone to let me put my penis inside them tires me out, while masturbation is quick and easy and the only emotional attatchmen is that to myself. So far this isn't a HUGE problem, but if I start to worry about if my hand will be jealous I'll have to see a doctor, and how do you explain something like that?
I still haven't been to new orleans. This makes me a bad person. New Orleans is the city of decadance. It is just a dirty city in so many different ways. This alone should explain itself.
Lastly for tonight, I refuse to move out of my parents house until im at least 21, so that i can buy my own booze. My dad buys for me now, and i really dont like asking white trash so i'll mooch for now. Oh yea is it still living with your parents if you pay rent?
My toe hurts.
I was just walking across the room and i stubbed my fucking toe. Do you realize how much it hurts? Not only did I hit the tip, but i bent it sidewards. I'm in some serious wall punching pain.
Since I don't have much else to write about its confession time:
I am a geek. I play Everquest and DnD and whatever other RPGs i can find. To me they are fun. I also like to write formal essays for no reason but to do a research paper. I used to play Magic:The Gathering and read comic books.
Lately masturbating has interested me a lot more than the prospect of sex. Tryin to find someone to let me put my penis inside them tires me out, while masturbation is quick and easy and the only emotional attatchmen is that to myself. So far this isn't a HUGE problem, but if I start to worry about if my hand will be jealous I'll have to see a doctor, and how do you explain something like that?
I still haven't been to new orleans. This makes me a bad person. New Orleans is the city of decadance. It is just a dirty city in so many different ways. This alone should explain itself.
Lastly for tonight, I refuse to move out of my parents house until im at least 21, so that i can buy my own booze. My dad buys for me now, and i really dont like asking white trash so i'll mooch for now. Oh yea is it still living with your parents if you pay rent?