fuck target, fuck target, fuck target, i walked out of the backroom, went to the bathroom, threw my workshirt and nametag in the toilet, and urinated on it, i would have shit on it too, 'cept i didn't have to at the time and didn't feel like waiting around to do so. reasoning: they schedualed me all the exact hours i told them that i...
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it kinda bothers me that when heather gets ahold of some pot, that i usually don't hear from her for a few days, or until her shit is all smoked up. wether i call her or not. i told her anything other then pot and it'd be done. so i'm kinda worried, but my worries usually turn out to be nothing. i hope so.
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cipher:
Hmm...that would concern me as well. Self-destructive impulse at work, eh? Frankly, that behavior doesn't sound remotely acceptable. But if you're willing to put up with it...just remember, saying nothing now is tacit permission.
A third job? Won't they just need you at the same time as the other two? Dang, that's a buttload of jobs...good luck, I guess.
A third job? Won't they just need you at the same time as the other two? Dang, that's a buttload of jobs...good luck, I guess.
cipher:
I think the devil's to busy running corporate America to make house calls anymore. Nothin's like the old days anymore.
Yeah, things are cool again. Thank god...I was fuckin scared for awhile there.
Good luck with the talk there--hopefully she won't become terribly defensive. Some people want help with issues like that, and some would rather you beat them and raped their sister. Wow, I don't know where that analogy came from...just be smooth about it. Or, be not like me. Christ.
Yeah, things are cool again. Thank god...I was fuckin scared for awhile there.
Good luck with the talk there--hopefully she won't become terribly defensive. Some people want help with issues like that, and some would rather you beat them and raped their sister. Wow, I don't know where that analogy came from...just be smooth about it. Or, be not like me. Christ.
holidays with the family, or suicide, or i could just get drunk and go....
...i can't find my girlfriend...urgh. 
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abyssia:
i was hungry? a wee bit peckish? you know, whenever something goes missing, it can usually be said that i ate it. so, feel free to just say mer ate it... i ate your homework and your winning powerball ticket and the mate to your sock and your pride and your confusion and your writer's block and your creativity and your self-doubt and a million other things you crave, are curious about, loathe, miss, and, for now, possess! ;o)
seapuppy:
she's probably in the one most obvious place that you keep over looking....probably
now i have two jobs, but they both need the same hours, which is a pain in the ass. nothin else.
I'm back biatch, ian i hate you, you stinking bastard, but thank you.
i am now 20, that gray void betwee being a teen and being able to drink (legally).
not much has happened in the last half month, i make less money, waste more time. nothin new.
all i have to say is that the guy that took my place at holiday, is fuckin...
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i am now 20, that gray void betwee being a teen and being able to drink (legally).
not much has happened in the last half month, i make less money, waste more time. nothin new.
all i have to say is that the guy that took my place at holiday, is fuckin...
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abyssia:
all i have to say is that i'm really glad you were born. oh, and i hope you figure out what a clotoris is before i have to teach you! ;o)
mizbhaven1:
Happy Birthday. 
I quit my job this morning, told Bonnie that last night was my last, but that if she wanted i would finish out friday and saturday, but that i refuse to work with the bitch Julie who blatently ignores any work related question I have....and she's a fuckin shift lead. she gives me the silent treatment when i do something that pisses her off. well...
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i cleaned the fuck out of my truck, it looks so pretty!
i know i'll be happy with it once i'm done paying it off (just gotta keep tellin myself that).
i got offers from domino's and pizza hut, just gotta find out which pays more and which is busier (busier means more tips).
lalalalala, i'm swearing off a social life to douse myself with...
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i know i'll be happy with it once i'm done paying it off (just gotta keep tellin myself that).
i got offers from domino's and pizza hut, just gotta find out which pays more and which is busier (busier means more tips).
lalalalala, i'm swearing off a social life to douse myself with...
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cipher:
Yes, you do. I suppose you're working tonight?
I respect that you didn't feel the need to make your journal political, but you have/are voting, right? Eh?
I respect that you didn't feel the need to make your journal political, but you have/are voting, right? Eh?
me and ian's manager came into to holiday drunk tonight, she reemed me out, and kept tellin me that i am better then that, better then what? sittin outside havin a cigarette?! she was just gone. and then anothony (guy i hate) was fucked up tryin to impress some girl he is tryin to cheat on his girlfriend with, and hit a cement lightpole thing,...
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abyssia:
sex and intimacy are very different things. i don't know of course, but maybe Heather likes the sex but isn't ready for the intimacy of the cuddling? the spooning all night long??? just a thought. i know i've been that way from time to time. i might want to cuddle for a bit but then i want to be alone. that's all i'm going to say about that.
cipher:
That's the beauty of Rammstein. Just don't say such things in Littleton, CO.
Hmm, much complication. Here's to an easier, drama-free life, right? Right, that'll happen.
I got a light; anytime.
I'd tell you not to worry about the sleeping with you thing, but I can understand the frustration. My ex was like that for months, always felt like a biting insult. But time does change that...well, usually.
Hmm, much complication. Here's to an easier, drama-free life, right? Right, that'll happen.
I got a light; anytime.
I'd tell you not to worry about the sleeping with you thing, but I can understand the frustration. My ex was like that for months, always felt like a biting insult. But time does change that...well, usually.
My life is just one big horrible dream. no matter how much money i don't spend, i keep getting farther behind. it's this fucking truck i bought, fuckin had to let myself get sucked into it. all excited in the moment and the idea of having such a nice truck. and i'm all the worse off for it. if i want to get rid of...
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cipher:
Dude...you can't go...
But understand if you have too...good luck, man. I'll keep in touch, and if you want to talk before I get around to that, write souljacker13@gmail.com
Take care.
But understand if you have too...good luck, man. I'll keep in touch, and if you want to talk before I get around to that, write souljacker13@gmail.com
Take care.
cipher:
Yeah, I'm not trying cold turkey. The headaches are fucking insane, and I know I can't face those.
There's always a place for 'fuck.' Have a good...weekend, I guess.
There's always a place for 'fuck.' Have a good...weekend, I guess.
Good to know that things haven't taken a whole 180 with heather.
Hope things start turning upward for you a lot quicker than they are right now.