daekrys

the joys of owning a truck, the long drives, the power and speed, the $420 a month for insurance, the $30 a week for gas, the $270 monthly bank payments... it's all worth it though, as someone who despises public transportation, and smokes too much to walk for hours, this truck is my only ticket to freedom.

Markeya tells me that though she did tell...
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i'm sore as hell, and i hink i'm getting sick, with the exception of gettin back with keya, everything is so fucking depressing, work, the whole , thing, i wanna stab out my minds eye.

long story short, me and markeya got back together, a wonderful thing, but before we did, a stupid shithead asshole mother fucker raped her, a fucker that i have to work with. i'm sorry if this hurts anyone reading it. so if you see Anthony Highstrom, tell him to "burn in hell", for markeya.

i hate my life, this isn't a suicidal plea for help, i just hate my life.

welcome to the club.

i got the 2002 ranger, somehow, now comes the hard part, affording it.

drugs are bad, hmmmmk.

The financial world is a frustrating one. The lady i rent from, Sue, has agreed to cosign on the loan for me. But even so, i probably can't get a loan on the truck i was hoping to use it for, shitty right. But the guy wants to sell me a repoed 2002 Ford Ranger, for $12,500. I laughed at him, i asked him if...
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eeeep! i can't wait till my party, its already got a decent number of people comin for sure: me, steve, melissa, ian, josh, ricky, julie, justin, kristi, and bruce, russ might come. more people need to come though, i'm workin on spreadin it, if anyone decides that they would like to come, let me know. specifically pixie and rylie, since you two are the only...
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the loan thingy went good, just have to wait till later today or tomorrow to see if i got it, fingers crossed, i applied at kohl's too, kinda half assed it but whatever.

i don't want to go to the bank to try and get a loan just so that they can tell me no. but i also want a car, and that means i need to get a loan, so i have too. i feel sick.