daekrys

kansas sucked fat dockey balls. heather broke up with me because i sleep too much, what in the fuckin shit? she seemed excited enough the night i got there, but then later i paass out, and she got really fuckin pissed about it. i had been up for 32 hours and then she got me stoned, and expects me to stay awake , without her even trying to keep me awake, doesn't say anythng to me. the day before when i called her she answered the phone "hi". i said "hey" back and she replys with a very very excited, "hey JOHN" my name isn't fuckin john, you've reckognized my voice everytime i've called before. but since she went down there, she always asks who this is, she never used to ask that shit. and then the john thing, fuck. i know there is something more behind her breaking up with me, just too many things pointing to that horrible thing, cheating.so whatever. now i'm gonna do whatever, still gonna keep trying to get good work, but do whatever else i want to.