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me and ian's manager came into to holiday drunk tonight, she reemed me out, and kept tellin me that i am better then that, better then what? sittin outside havin a cigarette?! she was just gone. and then anothony (guy i hate) was fucked up tryin to impress some girl he is tryin to cheat on his girlfriend with, and hit a cement lightpole thing, and fucked the shit out of his car. and then some drunk old lady told me that she was very proud of me, when i asked why she said it was just because i'm me?! heather was horny as hell and wanted to fuck then and there, i didn't oblige her though cuz it was busy and didn't want ian to get swamped, and i'm glad i didn't cuz that's right when bonnie (our manager) showed up. and some kid stole a monster mask of our holloween display...so much shit happened at work tonight, it was crazy.

if bonnie gives me off the 12th 13th and 14th, then i get to go with my friend lyndsy to see steve in rapids.

something else i don't get with heather though is that, last night i wanted her to spend the night so that we could literally fall asleep together. she didn't want to cuz she said that it was too soon cuz of her last boyfriend its bad memories or something (i was really high at the time whenshe was tellin me this, so that might add to the confusion) but she still wants to have sex, but not fall asleep together, i don't get it.

i want to get drunk, i'm sick of weed, i need some MGD and a bottle of bicardi.

freebird depresses me.

i'm gonna go apeshit soon.

i'm gonna be delivering pizza's soon, god knows i love doing that.

new GTA is the shit, i'm mad pimpin.

anyone got a light?

so thursday night, my other day off, heather tyler and rick went to see morbid angel at the quest, and ian was sleepin. so i thought about who was around to hang out with, and then i realized those were all my friends, kinda got me depressed a bit, i ended up spending the entire day and night by myself, in my room, like a shut-in.

this girl jackie that me and ian went to school with came up to work tonight to, with two other friends of hers. one of the girls kept humpin and smackin jackie's ass, and out of now where said that if me and ian made out for 5 seconds that they would make out for 10. but we didn't, not that desperate, besides, i think that they were just looking for an excuse to make out with eachother.

i feel kinda sick.

david gemmell needs to come out with another book.

i love spooning...

A whisper in my ear, a kiss upon my lips, a slight of hand to steal my heart. Remember the tears you shed, for the love you lost, you gave up this chance at life for a taste of ecstasy. Taste this blood, savor these moments, these hands were yours to do your bidding. As the dragon feeds, when satan fucks, i'll haunt you till your dying day. Mind body and soul, you wanted me not, upon you shall feast your lover scorned.

Rammstein : Herzeleid makes me want to go out and kill something.