daekrys

the joys of owning a truck, the long drives, the power and speed, the $420 a month for insurance, the $30 a week for gas, the $270 monthly bank payments... it's all worth it though, as someone who despises public transportation, and smokes too much to walk for hours, this truck is my only ticket to freedom.

Markeya tells me that though she did tell anthony to stop, she did at first want to do it, and she says that even though she told him to stop, she meant it half heartedly, that a part of her enjoyed it. and i thought to myself, what, the cheating part of her? everything she said about wanting to be back with me, and get married and be together forever, that all went to shit and became meaningless. so much for all the honesty we had, after one week of going back out, i told her that i wanted to break up again, that i asked her back out too soon, that in light of all the things she had told me after i did ask her back out, was too much, i'm not ready for that shit.

I have my interview at Kohl's today at 1 o'clock, i'm gona stay awake till then, cuz i don't trust myself to wake up in time.

and ian, josh, and me are learning to read and write tolkien elvish, after wasting a lot of time at work practicing i can write almost anything without looking at my translator.