When I think I have my insomnia in check it kicks back with a vengeance. Oh well, so happy easter...It would be rad if the easter bunny looked like the bunny in Donnie Darko. Creepy. 
surrounded by chocolate and cant eat it...sigh
I want a good boyfriend...
but oh so hard to find...and its hard to find someone who will stay with you and like being considered being your boyfriend. Someone without commitment issues. Im tired of being duped all the time...feeling like I have something...when in reality its just a someone playing with my mind.
I just want good companionship that is mutual love. I sound so sorry and sappy. UGGG
Im NOT looking to get married ever, just a good relationship thats fun. Why Im going into this, I dunno. Im tired and saying things that are retarded. AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK.
Amidst my heart break, I got a job finally. Happy as can be about that. Now I am going to be the pompous asshole that sits behind the independent video desk and suggest movies to watch. WHAT FUN!
Yeah, so bla
surrounded by chocolate and cant eat it...sigh
I want a good boyfriend...
but oh so hard to find...and its hard to find someone who will stay with you and like being considered being your boyfriend. Someone without commitment issues. Im tired of being duped all the time...feeling like I have something...when in reality its just a someone playing with my mind.
I just want good companionship that is mutual love. I sound so sorry and sappy. UGGG
Im NOT looking to get married ever, just a good relationship thats fun. Why Im going into this, I dunno. Im tired and saying things that are retarded. AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK.
Amidst my heart break, I got a job finally. Happy as can be about that. Now I am going to be the pompous asshole that sits behind the independent video desk and suggest movies to watch. WHAT FUN!
Yeah, so bla