Gede Arrived today - I took his form for a few 'killah' actions - ended up draining my chi. I woke up in pain with my red voodoo eye and knew things were going to happen, had to go down in a way - I had to do em: 1, 2, 3. My first lover who I haven't seen for about ten years e-mailed me the night before saying she needed help. Sorry. I knew that I couldn't or wouldn't help her. What had gone around had come around. She'd prostituted herself around Vancouver big time, got involved with these East Asian Coke dealers, been spit out . Now bad news was back and she thought she could squeeze a 'old friend' - wrong. I didn't even care that while I slaved my ass off in NYC she told me she no longer wanted to be with me. Fast Forward: ten years , e-mails, a phone call tonight and me being prepared by Gede returning big time- no dice baby, the God of Sex Death and Transformation's has arrived. The lovin' feelin is gone and your old, wasted and its time to get what you deserve - Beyond Good and Evil
My first lovers mom's book on 'downy waterfowl of north america' (ducks) was also necessarily sacrificed today: I donated it to the decrepit old librarian Jay. He said he'd accept it as a gift, put a donors plaque in it. It took her mom thirty years to do it. She's old, dying, stroke and bedridden and quite bitter - I knew I needed to get that book outta my place - bad alignment as da lover was trying to use her mom's book as a ploy - even her mom, what some girls won't do. I felt sorry for the girls mom and sent her a letter and present.
Because of all this, I thought it now appropriate to ask the young Spanish Lawyer, Lourdes to the Indian art opening. I e-mailed her about going. My plan is to take her for Thai first at this place called the Siam Lotus Room and then make our way to the opening - hopefully there will be Indian Gods.. I hope I also feel like jumping her and she wears something sexy or does something 'interesting'. Do I have to spell it out in an e-mail or is that being too much of a Chauvinist. Da girl should know.
Other news: bombshell electrical engineer Casey took off with source code and now I'm stuck. I think she definitely knew what she was doing - screwing me for the long run a few months back so I wouldn't notice too soon. I consulted the ancient programmer Lynn about this and I know she has the source files from Casey. Lynn's response: "jredo 'em, should be easy for you" Bitch, but I also know its my fitting retribution - Karma goes both ways. Ironically, I might actually end up e-mailing the bombshell to see if I can get the files - she probably has her own plans - I have to roll the dice here.
Final note: I'm in the boys locker room at the gym with my clothes off to take a shower after my workout and this old ugly Cuban F**k next to me is talking about how J Jackson's boob came out and revealed her tat at the Superbowl. I didn't even watch - I hate sports but the old Cuban, he says to his friend "I wonder if I'd look any better with a tatoo near my nipple"
Me yelling over to both of them as I couldn't resist his ugly male nakedness "No, you'll still look ugly both ways!
A good laugh by all.
My first lovers mom's book on 'downy waterfowl of north america' (ducks) was also necessarily sacrificed today: I donated it to the decrepit old librarian Jay. He said he'd accept it as a gift, put a donors plaque in it. It took her mom thirty years to do it. She's old, dying, stroke and bedridden and quite bitter - I knew I needed to get that book outta my place - bad alignment as da lover was trying to use her mom's book as a ploy - even her mom, what some girls won't do. I felt sorry for the girls mom and sent her a letter and present.
Because of all this, I thought it now appropriate to ask the young Spanish Lawyer, Lourdes to the Indian art opening. I e-mailed her about going. My plan is to take her for Thai first at this place called the Siam Lotus Room and then make our way to the opening - hopefully there will be Indian Gods.. I hope I also feel like jumping her and she wears something sexy or does something 'interesting'. Do I have to spell it out in an e-mail or is that being too much of a Chauvinist. Da girl should know.
Other news: bombshell electrical engineer Casey took off with source code and now I'm stuck. I think she definitely knew what she was doing - screwing me for the long run a few months back so I wouldn't notice too soon. I consulted the ancient programmer Lynn about this and I know she has the source files from Casey. Lynn's response: "jredo 'em, should be easy for you" Bitch, but I also know its my fitting retribution - Karma goes both ways. Ironically, I might actually end up e-mailing the bombshell to see if I can get the files - she probably has her own plans - I have to roll the dice here.
Final note: I'm in the boys locker room at the gym with my clothes off to take a shower after my workout and this old ugly Cuban F**k next to me is talking about how J Jackson's boob came out and revealed her tat at the Superbowl. I didn't even watch - I hate sports but the old Cuban, he says to his friend "I wonder if I'd look any better with a tatoo near my nipple"
Me yelling over to both of them as I couldn't resist his ugly male nakedness "No, you'll still look ugly both ways!
A good laugh by all.
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goldenturtle:
Hey there. I just wanted to say thanks for posting kind words in my journal. It's nice to have a response.
maddy:
why avoid mono? haven't u heard about how much fun it is to have? hehehe