Suicide girls is a lot like a strip club but with a yearly membership fee instead of a per visit fee. Where else can you find some of the most beautiful women, that want you to see them in all of their nakedness and as a matter of fact really want you to see them? Although personally I like suicide girls better than any strip club that I have ever been to. And yes that is just my thoughts on the situation but hey the only real thing that matters in this world is what you think about it. In other news I have officially hit 200 pounds which in retrospect is a weird thing seeing as how i have never weighed over 165 in my life I am a little pudgy around the mid section but not fat by far but all in all everything is going according to plan. I love my life right now although compared to a lot of others my life sucks hard but then again it is my life so there for I love it.