Going to my dads Thursday. Gonna hang out with some friends, watch some movies. Should be good shit. 
Better mood, but bored. I dont really feel like going out later, but I know I have to. 
I'm so lazy. Hehehe...
I'm so lazy. Hehehe...
"What if it were true that you weren't so blue and you felt like you could just do any thing, yeah.
But we're facing the sunset and for a moment it looks like it's rising and we are on the other side of things."
Some thing about those lyrics are so beautiful I just want to cry.
But we're facing the sunset and for a moment it looks like it's rising and we are on the other side of things."
Some thing about those lyrics are so beautiful I just want to cry.
If any one knows how to effectively curl up into a ball and die, please let me know how. 
Woke up pretty depressed this morn. Not as mad, but the truth of the situation has settled in.
I feel so stupid to have gotten my self into this. Just one of three guys and I'm only an esteem booster.
The truth is out. Time to wrap this thing up and put it to an end.
I feel so stupid to have gotten my self into this. Just one of three guys and I'm only an esteem booster.
The truth is out. Time to wrap this thing up and put it to an end.
Jesus fucking Christ. First, I have a huge fight with Stacey. Then, I try and write her an email to make sense of the mayhem and I send it to her and some one else. God, dont I feel stupid now.
Ah well. It could be pretty funny to see what happens with that second part. I'm pretty sure its the end of me and...
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Ah well. It could be pretty funny to see what happens with that second part. I'm pretty sure its the end of me and...
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Soothing Bile. Wallow in the hate and make it go away.
Well, I slept alright last night. It just took me forever to fall asleep. I kept thinking about how stupid shes being and making myself mad so I had to think about my sickly grandma to get my mind off it.
It worked, and I fell asleep, only to be frustrated once again this morn.
Some times I just want to go away and start...
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It worked, and I fell asleep, only to be frustrated once again this morn.
Some times I just want to go away and start...
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Still pretty fritzed. I dont think thats a word, or even slang, but it works.
Any way...ummm...redied my hair. Dark blood red. It was pretty faded.
Any way, I need to go to fucking bed or some thing. I'm so bitter and angry right now that I really need to relax.
I bet I sleep like shit tonight. *sigh*
Any way...ummm...redied my hair. Dark blood red. It was pretty faded.
Any way, I need to go to fucking bed or some thing. I'm so bitter and angry right now that I really need to relax.
I bet I sleep like shit tonight. *sigh*
Oh my god I'm so fucking mad. Why do I even waste my time caring about people when they just keep going off and doing stupid shit? Argh! I just want to start punching people I'm so pissed.
I wish you could actually teach people about things that in reality, they have to learn for themselves from experience.
I wish you could actually teach people about things that in reality, they have to learn for themselves from experience.
Black Metal Radio! Hahahahaha! Aw fuck yeah! Rocking the Norwegan music of Odin. 
Edited to ask, is this guy wearing dice around his neck? Hahaha...
Edited to ask, is this guy wearing dice around his neck? Hahaha...
Man, what fucked up dreams I've been having. First I have a dream that my best friend shoots me to death, and then this morning I have a dream that this girl I almost dated is leaving dead dogs on the door steps and dead cats in the mail box at my dads house.
I'm pretty sure the dead animal thing is just from Gummo,...
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I'm pretty sure the dead animal thing is just from Gummo,...
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mistressq:
Sorry if I came off like a bitch in the fisting thread ... I'd say I'm not really a bitch, but I actually am! Anyhow, I like people who apologize to me when they've done nothing wrong ... I have a thing for submission, what can I say???
At any rate, I hope my bitchiness doesn't provoke you to have more fucked up dreams like the ones you've just described -- yikes!
At any rate, I hope my bitchiness doesn't provoke you to have more fucked up dreams like the ones you've just described -- yikes!