"Thought I might get a rocket ride, When I was a child but it was a lie That I told myself when I needed something good. At seventeen, had a better dream. Now I'm thirty-three and it isn't me, But I'd think of something better if I could.
All my friends and lovers leave me behind. I'm still looking for a girl. One way or...
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All my friends and lovers leave me behind. I'm still looking for a girl. One way or...
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Where has this sudden surge of bitterness and hate come from? I was doing so well, and all of a sudden, I'm just over whelmed by my own hatred.
I just want to fucking forget and move on. Why wont I just let myself do that?
I hate this.
And to make it all worse, I have a fucking sty or how ever the fuck...
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I just want to fucking forget and move on. Why wont I just let myself do that?
I hate this.
And to make it all worse, I have a fucking sty or how ever the fuck...
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belllla:
Sties suck. I've had 'em before and there's nothing nice. 
So are you upset about trying to get over someone or is it even worse - one of those times when you're completely hating life and can't pinpoint why??
So are you upset about trying to get over someone or is it even worse - one of those times when you're completely hating life and can't pinpoint why??
'Then you can be the remedy
And I can be the enemy
And he can go and live as nothing
They you can be the wanna be
And I can be the remedy
And he can go to hell for all I care
Say this world is not so shallow
When you can't beg steal or borrow
Save your breath your soul is hollow
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And I can be the enemy
And he can go and live as nothing
They you can be the wanna be
And I can be the remedy
And he can go to hell for all I care
Say this world is not so shallow
When you can't beg steal or borrow
Save your breath your soul is hollow
And...
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Too much time to just sit around and remember. 
Looks like a duck, walks like a duck, sounds like a duck...is it a duck? 
frustrate...aggravate...annihilate
It pains me to say it, but I'll have to admit that I miss you, and that a day doesnt go by that I dont think about you. But for every ounce of me that misses you, there is another ounce that hates you.
It has been proven to me time and time again that all relations are obsolete. Survival of the fittest. Every man...
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It has been proven to me time and time again that all relations are obsolete. Survival of the fittest. Every man...
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Saw the Murder Junkies AGAIN last night. Such awesome masters of their art. You are truely in awe when you watch them play. This show wasnt as good as the first time I saw them, though. They didnt seem to play for as long, and it was kind of funny because this time I actually knew GG Allin material, but they played a bunch of...
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scum:
Heh, that's actually pretty good about the AM/PM stuff, I think I'll try to hang on to that. Thanks
Ah okey, I see. That ought to be pretty fun, yeah
Oh that's too bad, I hate when that happens. Haha I love those hooks, that's pretty fucked up.. probably cool to watch though, hehe.
Ah okey, I see. That ought to be pretty fun, yeah
Oh that's too bad, I hate when that happens. Haha I love those hooks, that's pretty fucked up.. probably cool to watch though, hehe.
belllla:
Wow. I definately need to look into those bands. Sounds pretty damn entertaining! 
My god will it ever settle down? From computer to computer to computer. Argh! Ah well. No harm, no foul. Still, it's just chaos.
I got the new Skinny Puppy on the grounds that it sounds like Ohgr. I hate Skinny Puppy, but I love Ohgr and other Nivek colaborations. Any way, it's a pretty decent CD. Looses a little steam towards the end, but...
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I got the new Skinny Puppy on the grounds that it sounds like Ohgr. I hate Skinny Puppy, but I love Ohgr and other Nivek colaborations. Any way, it's a pretty decent CD. Looses a little steam towards the end, but...
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Oh what a fucking nightmare. My old computer wont install my Fire Wire port. 
I cant do SHIT with out my Fire Wire port.
My orthodontist said she see's a little progress on my bottom row of teeth. We are taking a path that is normally suited for preteens, so we're not sure how well it'll work on some one my age. Hopefully it'll work,...
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I cant do SHIT with out my Fire Wire port.
My orthodontist said she see's a little progress on my bottom row of teeth. We are taking a path that is normally suited for preteens, so we're not sure how well it'll work on some one my age. Hopefully it'll work,...
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Wow! They were actually able to get all the data off my old hard drive!
Sadly, just like any entity that is hit by lightning, the old 'puter just isnt the same any more.
Sadly, just like any entity that is hit by lightning, the old 'puter just isnt the same any more.
I really need to keep listening to more 311. Keeps the rage at bay and keeps me feeling postive. It seemed to work when I still lived in Tiffin.
I mean, its not 100%. There are still things that just get to me. Mostly all the betrayal bull shit I've been through in the last year. And there are things about 311 that trigger memories...
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I mean, its not 100%. There are still things that just get to me. Mostly all the betrayal bull shit I've been through in the last year. And there are things about 311 that trigger memories...
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