Well, my doctors appointment is tomarrow. I'm really hoping I'll be able to walk out of there with a diagnosis, and if they have to run any tests, it wont be any thing more complex than some blood work or urine sample or some shit.
Luckly, they're not gonna charge me an arm and a leg since I dont have insurance. I really like my...
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jaime:
good luck. I hate doctors. well, maybe not HATE 'em but they scare me a little.
*Sigh* Another day held up alone in the apartment.
The need for a digital 8 track recorder and sequencer grows. At least with those machines, I could be focusing the negativity produced by my isolation.
Soon...soon...
The need for a digital 8 track recorder and sequencer grows. At least with those machines, I could be focusing the negativity produced by my isolation.
Soon...soon...
I finally broke 1200 points on Spider Solitaire! w00t! 
1202 baby! Only 98 moves!
1202 baby! Only 98 moves!
How come the people who make phone calls to the wrong number always repond to you answering your phone with, "JIM?!?!" or "DAVE!?!?!" You know, what ever the name of the person they are trying to get a hold of is. And they are always screaming it for some odd reason. It makes them sound like they are in some life or death situation, like...
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lostarchitect:
no, haven't read it, but i have been meaning to for a while. a few friends i have liked it a lot.
I have these dreams where, at the very back of my dad's 6 acres of land, there is a building. Some time's it's a little shed. Some time's it's a run down old shack. Once, it was even, like, a stone temple. When I go inside, by looking through narrow windows, or between planks in the walls or other odd, tiny openings, I can see...
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belllla:
Beautiful.
Fuck it...forget it...
'No one in the world ever gets what they want and that is beautiful.
Everybody dies frustrated and sad and that is beautiful'
'No one in the world ever gets what they want and that is beautiful.
Everybody dies frustrated and sad and that is beautiful'
brite_red_scream:
when i don't have friends to do stuff with i usually just go and do what i want anyway. Usually if i go somewhere alone i end up meeting someone that night and i just end up making new friends. At the moment, there's not a whole lot of people i can call up and invite anywhere. A lot of my friends had children within the past year and that keeps them from going out...and then the other half of those friends just recently got into serious relationships and don't have time to hang out. They'd rather be snuggled up @ home with their signifigant others....that one really sucks. i hate when i have friends that i'm really cool with..and then they fall in love and act like i don't exist anymore. Then what's worse is when they get their heart broken they come running back to me dying to hang out. That blows. i never let a relationship stop me from keeping in touch with friends.
New profile pic time, kiddies. 
scum:
Hehe, yeah okey. I think I'll be back as soon as I get a more stabile economic situation, but right now I cant afford those $18, haha. See you around..
"Uncalm
Listen to the drummer just listen to the strings
Listen to the DJ just rappin and things
Once I get a message from you I get all edgy
My minds racing but my you know not ready uh
For you
Baby all our dreams trickle through
We are back in your teenage bedroom
Salvador Dali honeymoon
For you
It's like
you and me on...
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Listen to the drummer just listen to the strings
Listen to the DJ just rappin and things
Once I get a message from you I get all edgy
My minds racing but my you know not ready uh
For you
Baby all our dreams trickle through
We are back in your teenage bedroom
Salvador Dali honeymoon
For you
It's like
you and me on...
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belllla:
Awwwwww . . . that is one of my VERY favorites!!!
Today my song of joy has been . . .
"Ooh you draw such pictures in my head
Ooh with so few words I know what you said
Until the time comes
To carry the one
Make that dream real
And be sure it stays done
. . . . .
I think about you much more than I should
Now there's a structure nothing had once stood
No more bluffing it's cards on the table time
What it must be we will take it as a sign
So just give me a call
So just give me a ca a a all . . . "
But I guess in your situation . . . you know ALL about that one, don't you?
Today my song of joy has been . . .
"Ooh you draw such pictures in my head
Ooh with so few words I know what you said
Until the time comes
To carry the one
Make that dream real
And be sure it stays done
. . . . .
I think about you much more than I should
Now there's a structure nothing had once stood
No more bluffing it's cards on the table time
What it must be we will take it as a sign
So just give me a call
So just give me a ca a a all . . . "
But I guess in your situation . . . you know ALL about that one, don't you?
avafalls:
word. being 17 could affect your ability to think clearly
Oh shit! Anaal Nathrakh put up the track listing for their new CD slated to come out early next month!!! Fuck yeah, I cant wait!!!
Calling the doctor tomarrow. No inscurance or not, I need to get this shit looked at. My stomach is killing me.
Calling the doctor tomarrow. No inscurance or not, I need to get this shit looked at. My stomach is killing me.
belllla:
Be careful with tummy stuff . . . my building manager lady had a bleeding ulser and ended up losing half of her own body weight in blood. Not to freak you out or anything. 
Anyway . . . I think there's a free clinic in Denver . . . Denver General maybe? I hope you see someone and start feeling better VERY soon. Good luck, darlin!
Anyway . . . I think there's a free clinic in Denver . . . Denver General maybe? I hope you see someone and start feeling better VERY soon. Good luck, darlin!
Oh sweet Jesus! Revenge of the stomach ulcer.
Can you believe that shit? I'm 21, and I have an ulcer. Would you believe it if I told you that I've had it since my freshman year in highschool? Well, its true.
So yeah. It's goddamn 6:30am. I've been up since just after 5am because of this damn thing. My stomach didn't wake me up, but...
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Can you believe that shit? I'm 21, and I have an ulcer. Would you believe it if I told you that I've had it since my freshman year in highschool? Well, its true.
So yeah. It's goddamn 6:30am. I've been up since just after 5am because of this damn thing. My stomach didn't wake me up, but...
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Man, things sure do suck around my place with out Sheila around to talk to. The night grows old and no body drops me a call to see whats up. No body IMs me to chat about the day. Over the last two months or so, I've grown real use to talking to her almost every night, and now she's off to college. It'll be...
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belllla:
BG?? I have a tank top that says "Bowling Green" across the tits. It's my official "clevage tank!!" and it's the one I love to soak in cold water when I'm dying of heat cuz my AC doesn't work. I got it from an ex who went to BGSU.
Who is Sheila?
Who is Sheila?