Ok, I figure I should write some thing positive here for a change. Ummm...well, the other day my brother gave me some old shirts he doesnt wear any more. I got 3 Manson shirts, including the 'God of Fuck' one that I've always wanted, and some cheesy long sleve shirt thing from Hot Topic. Haha. I modified the Hot Topic shirt so that its just...
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Why am I up? I've been trying to sleep MORE. I've been trying to get away. It's goddamn 7:30 and I'm up.
Today is gonna be a long day. I'm fucking miserable.
Today is gonna be a long day. I'm fucking miserable.
rannie:
i have some friends who wanted to make a porno....
they were recruiting people to be in it, but i offered instead to hold the camera. it's becoming quite the affair, actually.
im glad you got some sleep. I hate that you're fucking miserable.
*does a leetle dance in a lame attempt to cheer you up*
they were recruiting people to be in it, but i offered instead to hold the camera. it's becoming quite the affair, actually.
im glad you got some sleep. I hate that you're fucking miserable.
*does a leetle dance in a lame attempt to cheer you up*
God is dead. All the old beliefes are useless and I'm left as nothing more than some up tight, boring prude. I'm out of date and totally incapable of integration into the rest of humanity. I never pictured thing like this. I always imagined I'd be happier. I found a set of rules that worked for me, but following than has only lead me to...
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Another night at home. Just sitting around, listening to some Counting Crows and working on this Migo design I've been trying to get right for prob almost a year now. They are one of Lovecrafts coolest ideas, but I've never really seen a good depiction of one yet, so I've been trying to make one on my own. Hehe. I've got most of it down....
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belllla:
I wanna see! I wanna see!!
denimjesus:
thanks, i saw that pic.and just knew what i had to do with it!
I get so depressed in the evenings. I wrap up my work from the day and settle in to relax...and that's it. No friends. Nothing to do. I just...sit. Things have been so boring and sad lately that I just keep going to bed earlier and earlier (though I am up a little later than usual tonight). It prob wont be that long before I'm...
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rannie:
i get into drags like that too. it suuucks.
cheer up. i demand it.
cheer up. i demand it.
nellichaos:
I've hear of Only Flesh...maybe seen them once, but they look like fun...definatly something I'd look into....
Eh, I wanted a new profile pic. Some thing...uglier.
As you can see, I'm not very good at Photoshop at all. Just plenty of filters and some level adjustments and such.
As you can see, I'm not very good at Photoshop at all. Just plenty of filters and some level adjustments and such.
nellichaos:
Only Flesh, eh?
denimjesus:
welcome to the GWAR gruop! 
So I've been taking this medication for my stomach for a week now, and I dont feel any better. If any thing, I feel worse. So I call up my doctor cause I'm thinking I should feel some thing after a week, but they say it may take up to ten days for the drugs to do their work. I want to feel better NOW...
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rannie:
i KNOW! it's a sick world. and i reallly wanted a taco.
yes.
you need a mcflurry.
they are verry good.
feel the trust.
yes.
you need a mcflurry.
they are verry good.
feel the trust.
rannie:
I AM.
Wooooo!
mcflurrryyyy
Wooooo!
mcflurrryyyy
I'm panicing! Fuck, this isnt good...
Well, I made up with Sheila. She has a really hard time seeing my side of things, but we worked it out. Sadly, she doesnt think she'll be able to make it up here for the Labor Day week end. I got a little excited at the idea of seeing her again so soon, so I'm slightly dissapointed. There'll be other times, though, so it's...
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I feel like shit. Yesterday was depressing enough. Just another Friday night at home alone. I watched the Mothman Prophecies. Just because I'm alone doesnt mean I shouldnt try to do something to lighten up the evening. Still, it was a depressing night. Then Sheila started calling me all drunk and shit. It got very annoying, and she managed to really piss me off.
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rannie:
sorry you're having a shitty day.
*hugs*
*hugs*
Well, I guess the last few days have been pretty good. At least Tuesday was a good day. My doctors appointment went well. I guess I have gastritis. Honestly, they could have told me any thing and I would just be glad to be walking out of there with an answer. My doctor gave me 3 months worth of free meds. He said it...
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rannie:
yes. i have a twin.
she's neat.
I keep her in a box.
*edited, cause all the cool kids are doing it*
[Edited on Aug 26, 2004 1:49PM]
she's neat.
I keep her in a box.
*edited, cause all the cool kids are doing it*
[Edited on Aug 26, 2004 1:49PM]
belllla:
Hey Darlin! Thanks for the Birthday wishes. It was uneventful, but I LOVED all the comments! They totally made my day!! We're going to really celebrate next week. Anyhow, I'm probably going to go grey for a day or two, but I shall return on Tuesday. I hope you have a great weekend! Hugs! 
~Bella
~Bella