I wish I had some weed. I took Ativan instead, a lot. I just want to stop feeling things. I don't want to be here any more I just want to be alone.I am having trouble typing this up because I'm so fucked up.
I don't even know why I am typing this hear. I am going to bed and hopefully I don't wake up...
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I mean actually she is still alive.
So, last month I told my wife I wanted a divorce. I ended up going back home and trying to make it work. It was out of guilt not love. I honestly don't know what to do. We have been married for 9 years and together for 12. I don't love her. She's a nice person but her...
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I am getting divorced. It was my choice but it still hurts so bad. I really wish I could have loved her and stayed but we just didn't work. I've felt sick and feel like I might die. I miss her and I love her as family but I'm not in love with her. We hadn't had sex in years, we didn't kiss or talk....
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I am beat, did cardio for 60 minute and lifted for 30. Damn my love of food. I envy people who get full after one bite and enjoy eating like a bird. Lucky bastards.
