cypris

honestly, how the fuck do you go from havin such an awesome night to such a shitty night.
/begin rant
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU ENCOUNTER TWO X'S THAT COMPLETELY FUCKED ME OVER IN ONE GOD DAMNED NIGHT? SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!
i get a phone call from the last guy who fucked me over and what the fuck does he want 'i just called to see what's up' what doy ou think what's up? my fucking middle finger. jesus. but i want to call. oh how i want to call. and i know i shouldnt. but god damn. i love the kid.
THEN i go out to the bar for a co-workers birthday
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
there's another x telling me how i've done so much for him and i've been there and helped him out more than anyone has in 6 years and then keeps hugging me and tries to kiss me? what the fuck.
then when i say no he's like 'what are you seeing someone?'
NO!!!!! AND THAT IS WHY. jesus christ. i swear to god i'm going to become a nun and not have to worry about this god damned shit anymore. i'm sick of getting my heart crushed, and getting fucked over one time after another.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!