Here's another sunday morning call
Yer hear yer head-a-banging on the door
Slip your shoes on and then out you crawl
Into a day that couldn't give you more
But what for?
And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
You take what you want
But you won't get it for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and...
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Yer hear yer head-a-banging on the door
Slip your shoes on and then out you crawl
Into a day that couldn't give you more
But what for?
And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
You take what you want
But you won't get it for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and...
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Short-Ass Sabbatical Over.
(prematurely?)
I am done with this.
My mood is again placid.
I was putting importance on fleeting things.
I wish it were not so.
I knew better.
Yet I would have given it all. Like a dope.
Hell hath no fury....
Shreds of hope? Come on.
You gotta give love to receive it.
I don't play games.
I will chase no one....
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(prematurely?)
I am done with this.
My mood is again placid.
I was putting importance on fleeting things.
I wish it were not so.
I knew better.
Yet I would have given it all. Like a dope.
Hell hath no fury....
Shreds of hope? Come on.
You gotta give love to receive it.
I don't play games.
I will chase no one....
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dia:
I didn't much like that email today, dear. Neither incoming nor outgoing.
I wish I had some way to cleanse, some ashes of a saint to bathe in. A rose petal for my face.
I wish I had some way to cleanse, some ashes of a saint to bathe in. A rose petal for my face.
dia:
email comprehended. received. peace peace, breathe.
What is that saying?...
Things always look darkest before the dawn. (?) Something like that.
Hey Kids!
("Hey Uncle Cypher!")
I have decided to take a short sabbatical from the cypherjournal.
With the help of Solisis, who has been an amazingly good friend in the short time I've known him, I have had an epiphany of sorts.
Recently I hurt someone without meaning to. Someone...
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Things always look darkest before the dawn. (?) Something like that.
Hey Kids!
("Hey Uncle Cypher!")
I have decided to take a short sabbatical from the cypherjournal.
With the help of Solisis, who has been an amazingly good friend in the short time I've known him, I have had an epiphany of sorts.
Recently I hurt someone without meaning to. Someone...
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solisis:
pretty funny, buddy. I wouldn't say you're retarded.... this due to the fact that I alone hold the gold medal in idiocy. Thus, you could never nearly compete with my unsurpassed, asinine mentality. I borderline retarded, so you could have, at best, down syndrome.
Have fun and maybe I'll still be here when you decide to return to your journal.
Have fun and maybe I'll still be here when you decide to return to your journal.
demolitionkitten:
Oh sir! Where ever are you?
Come back.
How can we make cigar-smoking babies if you are in hiding...
heh heh heh
Come back.
How can we make cigar-smoking babies if you are in hiding...
heh heh heh
I am really, really enjoying the new Oasis album, "Heathen Chemistry". I feel really good about having came out and said that. A tremendous weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I think it took a lot of courage to do that.
I'm all about courage. Yes I am.
On a serious note, if I may take up my own time and space to say...
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I'm all about courage. Yes I am.
On a serious note, if I may take up my own time and space to say...
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solisis:
That's better, uncle C.
how far do you run?
I used to long ago but I'd never keep track of distance. I just measured time by the number of times the tape on my walkman repeats...usually 2 hours or so. Now I'm a stew of waste as I sit and rot on the computer 500 hours a day.
how far do you run?
I used to long ago but I'd never keep track of distance. I just measured time by the number of times the tape on my walkman repeats...usually 2 hours or so. Now I'm a stew of waste as I sit and rot on the computer 500 hours a day.
badm0j02:
cavaliers rule! I thought it was pretty funny myself.
I am floating. Waiting. Pacing. Sweating.
It's much too obvious that I am one of the many who has no fucking clue as to what they are doing. I am building a shrine! You cannot give up when the promise of reward is so great.
I have to pee...
Have I become invisible again?
"once I thought that I was in control
but that was...
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It's much too obvious that I am one of the many who has no fucking clue as to what they are doing. I am building a shrine! You cannot give up when the promise of reward is so great.
I have to pee...
Have I become invisible again?
"once I thought that I was in control
but that was...
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solisis:
Mr. Cypher. Have you lost something? your journal reeks of negativity. one might assume I wrote it.
I believe in what i can see. not with vision alone but with whatever speaks. love...a misused and often misinterpreted word exists after a fashion...before it was ready and never when you suspect it. until it becomes clear...it could be defined as an infatuation.
I'm pretty sure you're aware of this. remember, mr cypher, to not let the course of your mind cloud the overall image. it is reality if you play the game with tactics and attentive notice...... the puzzle i speak. the answers just too far to reach...it all becomes clear in less time than you would believe.
what is love? i wouldn't know
I believe in what i can see. not with vision alone but with whatever speaks. love...a misused and often misinterpreted word exists after a fashion...before it was ready and never when you suspect it. until it becomes clear...it could be defined as an infatuation.
I'm pretty sure you're aware of this. remember, mr cypher, to not let the course of your mind cloud the overall image. it is reality if you play the game with tactics and attentive notice...... the puzzle i speak. the answers just too far to reach...it all becomes clear in less time than you would believe.
what is love? i wouldn't know
solisis:
by the way, do you have an instant messenger account?
if not, hook one up. it's free. download trillian, free also. cleaner interface. its worth the time
if not, hook one up. it's free. download trillian, free also. cleaner interface. its worth the time
Cripes.
I'm sort of blowing it now, aren't I?
Sort of easier to do that than to later be rejected, I guess.
Nice to fall into that line of thinking. Pathetic ass I've become.
Some things have to be handled delicately. Maturely.
Lovingly? Patiently. Slowly.
I undersatand wanting to be cautious. I understand that all too well.
You are worth my time and my patience....
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I'm sort of blowing it now, aren't I?
Sort of easier to do that than to later be rejected, I guess.
Nice to fall into that line of thinking. Pathetic ass I've become.
Some things have to be handled delicately. Maturely.
Lovingly? Patiently. Slowly.
I undersatand wanting to be cautious. I understand that all too well.
You are worth my time and my patience....
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cypher:
that last comment should have been on your journal page.
I screw up everything!
argh
I screw up everything!
argh
demolitionkitten:
then send me something else!
you are my bestest friend, right?
you are my bestest friend, right?
"bugger off"
or
"i bring you love. i bring you peace"
i've not decided as of yet.
"Hold up hold on don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile shine on. Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.
Cuz all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what...
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or
"i bring you love. i bring you peace"
i've not decided as of yet.
"Hold up hold on don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile shine on. Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.
Cuz all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what...
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dia:
Who plays games?
suiciety:
understatement of the year... its hard to care... when your busy being careful...
There are times when my life seems oh hell I don't know...grainy. Almost nauseous.
I come to SG to see the pretty girls and maybe one in particular, so as to take away the buzzing in my noodle. Make me focus on something else and all that sort of thing.
Then I start reading... truly and comfortingly, I find that if I am in fact...
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I come to SG to see the pretty girls and maybe one in particular, so as to take away the buzzing in my noodle. Make me focus on something else and all that sort of thing.
Then I start reading... truly and comfortingly, I find that if I am in fact...
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cypher:
I am starting to understand suiciety's desire for murder.
I'm gonna go eat something and maybe go to a movie. That seems healthy.
I'm gonna go eat something and maybe go to a movie. That seems healthy.
suiciety:
now make a fuck and cut cut cut
Had one of those nights wherein decent slumber is interrupted by 3 hours of unexplainable inability to fall asleep once again.
I was stressed about a girl. A girl! Pathetic...
I am
Tired.
Irritable.
Now I have to go run, I have to. It's on my schedule.
Tuesday, Thursday, Sunday. Every week. I am going to die.
Why have I become addicted to this perverse...
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I was stressed about a girl. A girl! Pathetic...
I am
Tired.
Irritable.
Now I have to go run, I have to. It's on my schedule.
Tuesday, Thursday, Sunday. Every week. I am going to die.
Why have I become addicted to this perverse...
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demolitionkitten:
and I could lace your shoes for you when your hip gives out. which will probably be sooner than we think, huh? 
demolitionkitten:
ah, I believe you started with the age thing.
I think that you are right.... I haven't had a touchy feely sort of roommate in quite some time. Sounds nice.
when shall I expect you?
I think that you are right.... I haven't had a touchy feely sort of roommate in quite some time. Sounds nice.
when shall I expect you?
I just went shopping. Picked up some premade deviled eggs. Tasty!
My two lonely little guitars are looking at me funny, as though they feel neglected. I feel ashamed. I have been a bad cypher. I've been spending way too much time on this site recently. All for love. Pathetic.
My being aches for Dia.
It's ridiculous. I know.
Why is it that I always...
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My two lonely little guitars are looking at me funny, as though they feel neglected. I feel ashamed. I have been a bad cypher. I've been spending way too much time on this site recently. All for love. Pathetic.
My being aches for Dia.
It's ridiculous. I know.
Why is it that I always...
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suiciety:
i like to see what people get from my words as well... if mildy amusing.. and scray sometimes...the distance one would have to drift to see into my mirror...
err and i apologize for intruding on yoru journal cypher... just merely stalking firends out of boredom...
err and i apologize for intruding on yoru journal cypher... just merely stalking firends out of boredom...
demolitionkitten:
sorry, shweets.
I was busy being miserably uncomfortable and giddy like a little schoolgirl at the same time.
Please kill me.
I was busy being miserably uncomfortable and giddy like a little schoolgirl at the same time.
Please kill me.