despair.desire.longing.
Have you ever had the feeling
That the world's gone and left you behind
Have you ever had the feeling
That you're that close to loosing your mind
You look around each corner
Hoping that she's there
You try to play it cool perhaps
Pretend that you don't care
But it doesn't do a bit of good
You got to seek 'til you find...
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Have you ever had the feeling
That the world's gone and left you behind
Have you ever had the feeling
That you're that close to loosing your mind
You look around each corner
Hoping that she's there
You try to play it cool perhaps
Pretend that you don't care
But it doesn't do a bit of good
You got to seek 'til you find...
Read More
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despair.desire.longing.
do you ever feel the need for a metamorphosis?
like you could rip to shreds who you are/have been and start actualizing the person you desire to be?
what does it take to motivate one to do such a thing?
love? inertia sickness? a death? something as simple as a song sometimes?
how do you wake up when you were born a sleeper?
do you ever feel the need for a metamorphosis?
like you could rip to shreds who you are/have been and start actualizing the person you desire to be?
what does it take to motivate one to do such a thing?
love? inertia sickness? a death? something as simple as a song sometimes?
how do you wake up when you were born a sleeper?
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bettietwoguns:
hehe. you are silly, mr. quinn. update. really. i know where you are.
kamikazepilotgea:
sew buttons 
despair desire longing
silently and understating it all
the ball in my stomach
from just dreaming about U
and i am scared
i should be
it matters to me
silently and understating it all
the ball in my stomach
from just dreaming about U
and i am scared
i should be
it matters to me
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prudence:
i really hope you're feeling better today. you had me worried.
i loved your most recent post in my journal. it made me smile all over.
thank you, pretty...
i loved your most recent post in my journal. it made me smile all over.
thank you, pretty...
prudence:
yeah, yeah, i know...
i usually excersize for an hour everyday. i really feel better when i do- less depressed, more energetic, i sleep better, etc.
i did it today, though! it'll be my labor day resolution...
i usually excersize for an hour everyday. i really feel better when i do- less depressed, more energetic, i sleep better, etc.
i did it today, though! it'll be my labor day resolution...
good lord do i feel unpopular today.
i wish i had some devilled eggs.
and yet i am in a pretty good mood.
i am falling.
i wish i had some devilled eggs.
and yet i am in a pretty good mood.
i am falling.
bettietwoguns:
falling from grace?
prudence:
i feel unpopular too. i feel like everyone hates me, or perhaps is afraid to talk to me. including you.
- let go of your need for control.
- accept change and vulnerability for it is the fear of change and of being vulnerable that prevents us from loving.
- we struggle with the pain of love because we continue to love the pain.
- learn to see love from a place of abundance and not a place of scarcity.
- get back to that...
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- accept change and vulnerability for it is the fear of change and of being vulnerable that prevents us from loving.
- we struggle with the pain of love because we continue to love the pain.
- learn to see love from a place of abundance and not a place of scarcity.
- get back to that...
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ozymandias:
"Camera.camera good.
i think people need to learn to say all sorts of things.
u r fablous.
ok."
In what way was I to read that after my question to Strawbettie?
i think people need to learn to say all sorts of things.
u r fablous.
ok."
In what way was I to read that after my question to Strawbettie?
ozymandias:
Thanx for clearing that up.It did seem strange.
let go of your need for control.
accept change and vulnerability for it is the fear of change and of being vulnerable that prevents us from loving.
we struggle with the pain of love because we continue to love pain.
see love from a place of abundance and not a place of scarcity.
love yourself.
accept change and vulnerability for it is the fear of change and of being vulnerable that prevents us from loving.
we struggle with the pain of love because we continue to love pain.
see love from a place of abundance and not a place of scarcity.
love yourself.
i hate emotions.
i guess i'd better get used to them.
if i want to be human.
and stuff like that.
i guess i'd better get used to them.
if i want to be human.
and stuff like that.
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solisis:
thanks cypher. god, I am speechless
bettietwoguns:
and so, we are in the same boat. hmm. are we up the river without a paddle? i think not. there must be a solution.
booo.
sometimes.
i am an ass.
i am mr. funnyguy.
i am a retard.
i am a friend.
i am a lover.
i am a geek.
i am a crush.
i am a disappointment.
i am a man.
sometimes.
i am an ass.
i am mr. funnyguy.
i am a retard.
i am a friend.
i am a lover.
i am a geek.
i am a crush.
i am a disappointment.
i am a man.
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prudence:
i'm a goddess
i'm a virgin
i'm a blue movie
i'm a bitch
i'm a geisha
i'm a little girl
i'm sorry if i'm making light. i'm just not sure if your entry is good, bad, both, or neither.
i'm a virgin
i'm a blue movie
i'm a bitch
i'm a geisha
i'm a little girl
i'm sorry if i'm making light. i'm just not sure if your entry is good, bad, both, or neither.
bettietwoguns:
stop. you do not have a broken leg and they don't do that anymore anyway.
what about gea? you have so many irons in the fire, you can't get all bent outa shape about one.
what about gea? you have so many irons in the fire, you can't get all bent outa shape about one.
booo.
sometimes.
i am an ass.
i am mr. funnyguy.
i am a retard.
i am a friend.
i am a lover.
i am a geek.
i am a crush.
i am a disappointment.
i am a man.
sometimes.
i am an ass.
i am mr. funnyguy.
i am a retard.
i am a friend.
i am a lover.
i am a geek.
i am a crush.
i am a disappointment.
i am a man.
i've nothing clever to say, as per usual.
love is frustrating.
i want some tea.
i hunger.
love is frustrating.
i want some tea.
i hunger.
bettietwoguns:
What show are you doing?
Last thing I did was a b-movie. Before that MIdsummer. Was Helena, of course.
Last thing I did was a b-movie. Before that MIdsummer. Was Helena, of course.
Beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me
And loving me tonight
Remember that song??