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Monday Jul 22, 2002

Jul 22, 2002
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I am floating. Waiting. Pacing. Sweating.
It's much too obvious that I am one of the many who has no fucking clue as to what they are doing. I am building a shrine! You cannot give up when the promise of reward is so great.
I have to pee...
Have I become invisible again?

"once I thought that I was in control
but that was just another trick of fate playing with my life
there have been some times I was so tied up
and I said to myself gotta break it all
but didn't really try

two hearts beating in this place you've made
you know nothing changes my Antarctica

you can make your rhymes
and paint your rules in black and white
for me to memorize but never understand
and there will be time
for a thousand vows oh a thousand promises
we forgot to be realized

two hearts beating in this place you've made
you know nothing changes my Antarctica
one life pumping
we make love to make our heat
and we throb in my Antarctica

we'll keep the rhythm going and we'll remember
we'll keep the laughter flowing and we'll remember
we let the music jangle and we'll remember

two hearts beating in this place you've made
you know nothing changes my Antarctica
one life pumping we make love to make our heat
and we throb in my Antarctica
caught and sheltered this is what you made
you know I will stay here in Antarctica

and you will stay here with me"

This is the strangest place I've ever been. Never been? And each time it's different. Do you believe in love? Can u feel love?

cypher


( Later... )
arrgh.
I will purchase a "choose life" t-shirt. I will feather my newly blonde-highlighted hair back. I will dance to "wake me up before you go-go"!!!
Happiness and positivity will flow through me! You will see! I can't wait! Yaaaay! Hah haaa ha haaa! Weee!!
The world is a dream! I wanna singsingsing!!!

I've got to go for a run. I switched days this week due to play rehearsal. Frik.

cypher.
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solisis:
Mr. Cypher. Have you lost something? your journal reeks of negativity. one might assume I wrote it.
I believe in what i can see. not with vision alone but with whatever speaks. love...a misused and often misinterpreted word exists after a fashion...before it was ready and never when you suspect it. until it becomes clear...it could be defined as an infatuation.
I'm pretty sure you're aware of this. remember, mr cypher, to not let the course of your mind cloud the overall image. it is reality if you play the game with tactics and attentive notice...... the puzzle i speak. the answers just too far to reach...it all becomes clear in less time than you would believe.
what is love? i wouldn't know
Jul 22, 2002
solisis:
by the way, do you have an instant messenger account?
if not, hook one up. it's free. download trillian, free also. cleaner interface. its worth the time
Jul 22, 2002

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