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cydxcyanide

San Antonio, TX

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Experiences of my First Shoot

Nov 13, 2013
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A couple of weeks ago I finally had the opportunity to be shot by a professional. I was both excited and nervous about this encounter. I had never done this before and was desperate not to fuck anything up. But all my worries were for nothing. I was shot by Callistus (who I actually met through this site) and he made it a great experience. I had all the privacy I needed between shoots to change, he was very professional while still being hospitable. I'm glad that he was my first photographer because it solidified that this is something I can do despite my trepidation about my own body. I have never felt more empowered than when I was posing for the camera. It was exhilirating.

Anyways, I'm becoming redundant. The point is, I have verified that I could handle being an SG if it ever happens. I placed some of the shoot photos in my photo album titled "You Hit me Just Like Special K" (If you haven't noticed my photo albums tend to be song lyrics, Placebo being the most used. I really hope I can do another shoot in the future with both Callistus and other photographers. And I'm really, really, really hoping this doesn't backfire and I end up with a bunch of trolls telling me how hideous I am. But, I remain optimistic that the rude comments will be few and far between. I'm actually off to go get the rest of the pics now so I'll upload the rest ASAP (that pretty motherfucker).

C yoU Next Tuesday,

Cyd ;)

9005900:
You're an great gal with lots of special talents and beauty.  Thanks for allowing me to be your first and hope to continue our friendship.
Nov 13, 2013
voce:
@Callistus is a wonderful photographer! He is such a sophisticated gentleman, I've never met anyone like him. He can really make you feel comfortable in your own skin. I shot my first set with him in August, and my debut set in October. He is a delight to work with and he will send you home feeling so confident and empowered! I could go on and on. Never fear the hateful comments. Someone somewhere will have something negative to say about you. No matter what you look like. 
Nov 25, 2013

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