Mentalstate....good or brilliant?
Lately i have had alot on my mind, many things have happened in my life, most of it good thou. As i wrote i had an amazing relaxing weekend in Holland, but when i came home it was to semi-bad news...
My mom had been at the hospital to get some results of her latest examinations, result was an enlarged ovary, usually it is 2cm and now it is 12. That explains allot why she have been in pain lately (/4 years). She had a really good talk with the doctor at the hospital and he was really good at telling her consequences and so on. Next week she'll be up for a pre-examination before her operation where they will remove at least one of her ovaries (she doesn't really mind cause she's 50 and have 2 WONDERFUL children
) During the operation they will take some samples and check to see if it is cancer related...only time can tell. I'm not really down by all this fuzz cause I'm more a let's-see-what-happens guy when it comes to sickness, and if it is bad it only feeds me with energy to help the person in the middle.
But beside all this i feel mental good
i have my life going in an upwards motion at the moment, living with my parent and saving like 7000 DKK (1300$/900) a month now and i can stay there for up to a year they told me. That is a very big help in my life since I'm trying to save up for either moving to Sweden or getting a house here in Denmark. I'm free as a bird, i do what i want to do...last weekend Holland, this weekend Copenhagen for DJ Tisto concert with 25k people attending, new year in northern Sweden with the nice and wonderful -20 to -30 degree Celcius
Who know perhaps i'll even start meeting up with SG people on the other side of christmas when i have empty slots in my calendar again...just need to find more people in Europe
Lately i have had alot on my mind, many things have happened in my life, most of it good thou. As i wrote i had an amazing relaxing weekend in Holland, but when i came home it was to semi-bad news...
My mom had been at the hospital to get some results of her latest examinations, result was an enlarged ovary, usually it is 2cm and now it is 12. That explains allot why she have been in pain lately (/4 years). She had a really good talk with the doctor at the hospital and he was really good at telling her consequences and so on. Next week she'll be up for a pre-examination before her operation where they will remove at least one of her ovaries (she doesn't really mind cause she's 50 and have 2 WONDERFUL children
) During the operation they will take some samples and check to see if it is cancer related...only time can tell. I'm not really down by all this fuzz cause I'm more a let's-see-what-happens guy when it comes to sickness, and if it is bad it only feeds me with energy to help the person in the middle.
But beside all this i feel mental good
i have my life going in an upwards motion at the moment, living with my parent and saving like 7000 DKK (1300$/900) a month now and i can stay there for up to a year they told me. That is a very big help in my life since I'm trying to save up for either moving to Sweden or getting a house here in Denmark. I'm free as a bird, i do what i want to do...last weekend Holland, this weekend Copenhagen for DJ Tisto concert with 25k people attending, new year in northern Sweden with the nice and wonderful -20 to -30 degree Celcius
Who know perhaps i'll even start meeting up with SG people on the other side of christmas when i have empty slots in my calendar again...just need to find more people in Europe
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darkpassion:
come abck to see me... i am also free as a bird..... ^_^
cyberzed:
Feel free to come and visit me there is a spare bed in the room next to mine 
there is a spare bed in the room next to mine