I seem to be doing better and better at work. I had HUGE sales over the last few days. 
Its kinda helping my work fear to be controllable but i still have fears that i might not do good at it. I am trying to do my best to make friends in the company and while the first week i was nervous about calling other...
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Its kinda helping my work fear to be controllable but i still have fears that i might not do good at it. I am trying to do my best to make friends in the company and while the first week i was nervous about calling other...
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punknitemike:
thats why i stay away from drinking all together, and you can still go to a bar and not drink and have fun. i do it all the time!
sydfloyd:
Man I'm sorry to hear that. That's lame.
I have long known that i have Anxiety problems and have been trying to work on getting through or around them. But recently i realised what fuels not only my anxiety but most all of my choices and non choices in my life...... FEAR.
I seem to be afraid of doing so many things. I am afraid of going out to bars i am afraid...
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I seem to be afraid of doing so many things. I am afraid of going out to bars i am afraid...
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grigley:
my recent experience has been that at some point i've had to face my fears: my fear of being medicated, my fear of filing bankruptcy, my fear of getting rid of my cats in order to sell my house and move away. (i haven't parted with my animals yet, but it's inevitable that it's going to happen... 
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i totally know what it feels like to be paralyzed with fear and i feel for you. but take a deep breath and try not to let your fears get the best of you. you are an awesome human being. please hang in there!
i am sending a BIG HUG your way!
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i totally know what it feels like to be paralyzed with fear and i feel for you. but take a deep breath and try not to let your fears get the best of you. you are an awesome human being. please hang in there!
i am sending a BIG HUG your way!
ash:
Damn, it sounds really serious hun. You need to seek out help from someone who knows how to treat these sorts of issues, like a therapist. And if a therapist or doctor gives u a medicine ... its because they are educated in that line of work and they believe it will HELP you, thats *completely* different than alcohol or recreational drug use! Theres plenty of meds that help disorders like the ones u have that arent addictive, or are very mildly addictive and can be easily stopped with the help of a doctor. Hell, if I can kick heroin .. u can kick some prescription drugs, lol! They might be just what u need to fix things, u never know? Im not a doctor though. U need a doctor for real, man. And if u explain your fear of taking meds they might even have some techniques u can try without meds, u never know unless u try! Good luck and Ill talk to ya soon.
(I havent been on messenger in weeks, Ive been reeally busy and hardly ever home)
(I havent been on messenger in weeks, Ive been reeally busy and hardly ever home)
HEY everyone *waves* my first two days as i had said before were awesome. My day off was good too. didn't actually do much lol i got lots of sleep and i went to see Indiana Jones The Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. It was pretty fucking awesome. The Indy Whopper at BK is pretty damn good too.
So recently i discovered a love for...
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ash:
So what have u been up to? I thought u started work a while ago, no? Havent heard from u in a while, so just coming to say hi.
ash:
NO, silly. Dont always assume the worst! Our router is not working right, so only one of us can use the internet at a time ... so what I did was I added my aim account to my mans trillian account, so both our messengers can be online at once. So Im guessing that u probably messaged me when he was online and not me .. cuz he wont answer my messages. But if someone says its important he'll come get me, ya know? I know, I know .. its weird, and will hopefully be fixed soon cuz I practically *live* online these days and havent been in contact with my friends much lately.
Second day on the job and i am really liking it and doing really good at it too. I sold a $3000 bed yesterday 
and I did almost $5000 in sales today . Both store managers i have worked with are VERY impressed by me so far. The one i worked with yesterday has already stated that he wants to request me to work at...
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and I did almost $5000 in sales today . Both store managers i have worked with are VERY impressed by me so far. The one i worked with yesterday has already stated that he wants to request me to work at... Read More
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nikonphoto80:
I'm glad you are doing well at your job.
pomfelo:
Wow, I've never been the straightest person anywhere. What's it like? 
As everyone knows. I got a job at The Bedding Experts. The last three weeks i have been going through the training. I had my FINAL hiring test on Friday. If i did no pass this test i would be let go then and there. I was so nervous going in because i know how much i NEED this job. Not just because i need...
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scandalascious:
Woo for employment!
nikonphoto80:
that is great, i'm glad you have the full time job now.
OK, Sorry its taken me so long to put up a new journal about the Eddie Izzard show. I have been busy and VERY drained from working and from both shows this week.
This week was one of the BEST weeks i have had in a long time. Outside of working and actually enjoying it. First i had the Sevendust concert which was so fucking...
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This week was one of the BEST weeks i have had in a long time. Outside of working and actually enjoying it. First i had the Sevendust concert which was so fucking...
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sydfloyd:
Wooooo. Keep the party going!
jekyllandhyde:
Eddie Izzard. Man, that would be cool.
So work is going great. Really liking the job so far and learning more and more every day. Tomorrow we are going out to the warehouse to go around with the deliveries and see how its all done. I have to be up at like 4:30 or so to be out of the house by 5:30 to meet up with my ride at 6:30 to...
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sydfloyd:
Lucky bastard.
lighthammer1979:
Sweet! Sounds like it was a blast. I've never gotten a pic or drum stick from a show. Thats awesome! Have fun at Eddie Izzard.
Ok nothing major to talk about. Just saying HI!!!!!! lol work is going good. Had end of week one test today and i passed It was pretty easy. Plus i will have all the paperwork with me when i do actually start working so i can always call back to it if needed.
I am going to see Sevendust with Amber and Daniel on tuesday...
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It was pretty easy. Plus i will have all the paperwork with me when i do actually start working so i can always call back to it if needed.
I am going to see Sevendust with Amber and Daniel on tuesday...
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suicide_earl:
There's a lot of really good hip-hop out there that doesn't talk about bitches and poppin' caps and the such, just most of it's all underground. I'd never heard Lupe Fiasco before, but he's pretty good. Here's a couple of my favorites...
P.O.S. featuring Slug (of Atmosphere) Hope you enjoy it.
P.O.S. featuring Slug (of Atmosphere) Hope you enjoy it.
brightredscream:
Mainstream rap and hip hop do not define the hip hop culture and sound.
There are tons of fabulous underground artists that still represent what hip hop and rap were ORIGINALLY about...which was culture and life..Not the mainstream crap that you mentioned
There are tons of fabulous underground artists that still represent what hip hop and rap were ORIGINALLY about...which was culture and life..Not the mainstream crap that you mentioned
So i have been doing training for the last few days. Learning allll about the beds the matresses and box springs we sell and everything else. Like how to sell them and what not.
So far i like the job and thinki am gonna kick ass working at The bedding experts.
The hours for the job are LONG (10-830 on a week day but...
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So far i like the job and thinki am gonna kick ass working at The bedding experts
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painunbound:
Cool glad to hear you got a job, and sales if you're good you can make some serious cheddar.
snapdragonpoppy:
My husband and I saw your Hillary is a Skrull pix and Laughed so hard.
So i had my second day at my new job today. Its just training right now but i am really liking it so far. From what The training manager Neil has been telling us i feel that i am going to do great at this job. I don't think i will be store manager in 3 months but i do think i will be making...
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mrsfulks:
Hey my Bubble Bath Fun set is up for review please check it out and let me know what u think 
pomfelo:
Thanks for the comment on the pic journal. For this month's day in the life, I have to venture out into *shudder* the out doors.
Congrats on the job!
Congrats on the job!