Well here i am single again. As many of you know me and my former best friend coral started dating soon after she broke up with her now ex-bf Ken and things seemed to be going well with us. Well it was great at first but....well ill tell the whole story back to before we started dating till well now 
and i also want to say to coral that im sorry if i do upset or hurt you with anything i say here because we have come out of this as friends like we were before all of this started im just putting how i feal and what i saw and expierienced with it all so im sorry you are still my Coral
So me and coral met online through suicidegirls. we started just chatting online and it was great we became best friends online well one day we decided that we would meet and hang out so i met her at the train station near her house and we went and hung out at her house and we had fun hanging out. we hung out a few times over the passing months sometimes at my place sometimes hers. well in the time we were hanging out she was dating Ken and she would talk to me about the relationship with him. Most of what she did was complain about how bad the relationship was and how terrible he was toher about how he never payed her attention or gave any sort of affection to her these were among many of the probelems they had well i did my best to help them (despite what many of her friends and family think or how it may look) i gave her advice as to how to make the relationship better or how to save it. I DID want thier relationship to last and get better i hate to see two ppl in love to fall apart.
Well sadly her and Ken eventually did end. It had gotten so bad at the end that she told me seh cried herself to sleep most everynight about everything. Well she told me the day she was going to do it that she was going to and that she really didnt want to be stuck at home with him and the family so i invited her to come out with me and my mom to go to the cicago air and water show. Not only would it just be fun but it would get her mind off of everything
Well the next day came i met her at the train station and she told me with tears in her eyes that she did it. I knew it would be hard they had been together for almost 2 1/2 years. well we went back to my place to finish getting ready to go to the show well she needed to talk of course so we sat on my bed and talked a bit and well we ended up kissing. Well me and coral had both admitted to eachother while we were friends of fealings for eachother but she was with ken and for alot of it i was still with my dear Sam so we of course never did anything. But now there was nothing to hold us back so we decided to take the next step and start dating. We started great we went to the air and water show and were all kissy and holding hands and eachother. When we got back we were just sitting in my room and we were kinda kissing and with her emotions high from everything and mine kinda high one thing led to another and we ended up having sex(mush to the dismay to many ppl)
Well for the next three weeks or so everything was great we would hang out kiss be huggy have sex lol and we were happy. sadly recently (like in the last week or so) things seemed to change. It all seemed to start when she started to hang out alot with and talk to pat all the time.(If you dont know who Pat is he is a guy that coral kinda had an affair with while she was with ken i wont go into details of thier relationship here but you're smart adults you'll figure it out) well this of course not only bothered me in general because she was spending more time with him on the phone and in person and that she had chosen him over me to go spend time with several times but also because of thier history if she had done what she did to ken with him what would stop her from doing it to me and we all know how most men are so i know what he is looking for with her especially with no ken in the way.
The probelems continued with us. Coral seemed to change from how she was during the first part of the relationship she turned cold unemotional non affectionate in fact she seemed to not only sun my affections toward her but to almost get upset at them. combined with the Pat situation this hurt me. It made me feal as if she didn't want anything to do with me. It didnt help that thw whole time we were together her friends and family were not only telling her she shouldnt be with me but that she is young and because of that she should be going out and experimenting and not be in any sort of seriouse relatiotionship which would kick me out of the picture completelly.
Well to me it seemed to all come to a head long this last tuesday night/wednesday morning. Coral had come over tuesday night to see me and spend the night over so we hung out had fun. Welll that night we were lying in bed talking and about Midnight her cellphone rang. Now me and everyone else i know who i talked to about this if the phone rang in that situation and it wasnt an emergency they would tell the person that they couldnt talk because they were at thier bfs house and they would call them back the next day.... well Coral sat on the phone for about an hour and a half with her cousin Mimi who not only does she takl to all the time and was coming over to see her in a few days but Coral is always talking shit about her because Mimi is (yes I'll say it) a whore those are corals words. This of course pissed me off after she got off the phone she layed down like it was nothing. i said" you dont even realise im pissed at you do you" she responded "yes i do" and this sparked a nice 2-3 hour fight i wont go into the details of it but it wasnt very good.
The next day we were good but not the same there was a deffinate rift between us she became more distant to me even less affectionate. So skip ahead to thursday morning i see coral on the bus since i am opening and i ask her if she has any plans for later that day and ask her if its ok if i stop by after work she says no and to cal her before i leave work so she can leave the door unlocked for me. So the end f work rolls around and i give her a call well turns out that her close and old friends jackie and eddie are over visiting which kinda makes me happy cause she talks about them all the time and i will finally get to meet them. I come over and we are all hanging out and Pat calls and asks her if he can come over she says yes and asks me if i want to stay or go since he is coming cause she knows i hate him well i decide i will stay figuring maybe if i meet the guy i can put a face and a persn to it all and i will feal better. Pat was not coming over for several hours so me coral jackie and eddie went out for a walk and coral got to get seom revenge on ken with my help and a lighter by burning his fav poster. well first off before i get into pat i want to talk about jackie and eddie. I dont hate them but i dont like them maybe its just because they are not the type of people that i would hang out with prety much at all i dont knwo reallly what it is about them but soem thing just never sat right with me i always felt like they were sizing me up and not like in a good way like they already hated me and they were tryig to hate me more and i ussually dont feal like that with people i get along with everyione but i felt like i had to force alot of ti with them i also dont think they are a good influence on coral but thats just me. So onto Pat i stil hate him hes an idiot and a self centered asshole he isnt like at the top 10 of my hate list but he is on my list none the less. i cant respect a guy who woudl do what he did with her while she was in a relationship. Plus hes a creep
so we are all hanging out adn the whole night i felt like a rusty fifth wheel i felt like i was not wanted at all the whole night by anyone. I dont know if it was on purpose but everyone made me feal like i was just getting in the way. Jackie and Eddie made me feal like i was geting in the way of coral going out and having fun in life and Pat made me feal the same plus like i was getting in the way of him getting with Coral and having his fun with her. Fealing like i was not wanted i told coral i had to go home cause i was tired and i got a quick ride by Pat to the train station and i headed home and after thinking about it that night and the next day i decided that we would be better as friends again and that since we were already planning on hanging out on monday i would do it then
well today i she came over and i talked to her about it luckilly it went great i told her i think we woudl be better as friends she said ok i kinda told her some of the reasons she said ok and that she understands and then we still spent the rest of the day together oh i got a one last break up kiss nothing tobig but kinda a good bye to the relationship kiss
Well thats really it I'm actually happy we broke up im glad that we will be friends again we were such great friends and will be again which makes me happy. oh i decided that i will be posting a little entry soon just about what i fully want in a woman i dont know how big or small it will be but i will be putting one up so feal free to read it and have fun commenting and hell if you or anyone you know falls into it feal free to let me know well see ya 
and i also want to say to coral that im sorry if i do upset or hurt you with anything i say here because we have come out of this as friends like we were before all of this started im just putting how i feal and what i saw and expierienced with it all so im sorry you are still my Coral
So me and coral met online through suicidegirls. we started just chatting online and it was great we became best friends online well one day we decided that we would meet and hang out so i met her at the train station near her house and we went and hung out at her house and we had fun hanging out. we hung out a few times over the passing months sometimes at my place sometimes hers. well in the time we were hanging out she was dating Ken and she would talk to me about the relationship with him. Most of what she did was complain about how bad the relationship was and how terrible he was toher about how he never payed her attention or gave any sort of affection to her these were among many of the probelems they had well i did my best to help them (despite what many of her friends and family think or how it may look) i gave her advice as to how to make the relationship better or how to save it. I DID want thier relationship to last and get better i hate to see two ppl in love to fall apart.
Well sadly her and Ken eventually did end. It had gotten so bad at the end that she told me seh cried herself to sleep most everynight about everything. Well she told me the day she was going to do it that she was going to and that she really didnt want to be stuck at home with him and the family so i invited her to come out with me and my mom to go to the cicago air and water show. Not only would it just be fun but it would get her mind off of everything
Well the next day came i met her at the train station and she told me with tears in her eyes that she did it. I knew it would be hard they had been together for almost 2 1/2 years. well we went back to my place to finish getting ready to go to the show well she needed to talk of course so we sat on my bed and talked a bit and well we ended up kissing. Well me and coral had both admitted to eachother while we were friends of fealings for eachother but she was with ken and for alot of it i was still with my dear Sam so we of course never did anything. But now there was nothing to hold us back so we decided to take the next step and start dating. We started great we went to the air and water show and were all kissy and holding hands and eachother. When we got back we were just sitting in my room and we were kinda kissing and with her emotions high from everything and mine kinda high one thing led to another and we ended up having sex(mush to the dismay to many ppl)
Well for the next three weeks or so everything was great we would hang out kiss be huggy have sex lol and we were happy. sadly recently (like in the last week or so) things seemed to change. It all seemed to start when she started to hang out alot with and talk to pat all the time.(If you dont know who Pat is he is a guy that coral kinda had an affair with while she was with ken i wont go into details of thier relationship here but you're smart adults you'll figure it out) well this of course not only bothered me in general because she was spending more time with him on the phone and in person and that she had chosen him over me to go spend time with several times but also because of thier history if she had done what she did to ken with him what would stop her from doing it to me and we all know how most men are so i know what he is looking for with her especially with no ken in the way.
The probelems continued with us. Coral seemed to change from how she was during the first part of the relationship she turned cold unemotional non affectionate in fact she seemed to not only sun my affections toward her but to almost get upset at them. combined with the Pat situation this hurt me. It made me feal as if she didn't want anything to do with me. It didnt help that thw whole time we were together her friends and family were not only telling her she shouldnt be with me but that she is young and because of that she should be going out and experimenting and not be in any sort of seriouse relatiotionship which would kick me out of the picture completelly.
Well to me it seemed to all come to a head long this last tuesday night/wednesday morning. Coral had come over tuesday night to see me and spend the night over so we hung out had fun. Welll that night we were lying in bed talking and about Midnight her cellphone rang. Now me and everyone else i know who i talked to about this if the phone rang in that situation and it wasnt an emergency they would tell the person that they couldnt talk because they were at thier bfs house and they would call them back the next day.... well Coral sat on the phone for about an hour and a half with her cousin Mimi who not only does she takl to all the time and was coming over to see her in a few days but Coral is always talking shit about her because Mimi is (yes I'll say it) a whore those are corals words. This of course pissed me off after she got off the phone she layed down like it was nothing. i said" you dont even realise im pissed at you do you" she responded "yes i do" and this sparked a nice 2-3 hour fight i wont go into the details of it but it wasnt very good.
The next day we were good but not the same there was a deffinate rift between us she became more distant to me even less affectionate. So skip ahead to thursday morning i see coral on the bus since i am opening and i ask her if she has any plans for later that day and ask her if its ok if i stop by after work she says no and to cal her before i leave work so she can leave the door unlocked for me. So the end f work rolls around and i give her a call well turns out that her close and old friends jackie and eddie are over visiting which kinda makes me happy cause she talks about them all the time and i will finally get to meet them. I come over and we are all hanging out and Pat calls and asks her if he can come over she says yes and asks me if i want to stay or go since he is coming cause she knows i hate him well i decide i will stay figuring maybe if i meet the guy i can put a face and a persn to it all and i will feal better. Pat was not coming over for several hours so me coral jackie and eddie went out for a walk and coral got to get seom revenge on ken with my help and a lighter by burning his fav poster. well first off before i get into pat i want to talk about jackie and eddie. I dont hate them but i dont like them maybe its just because they are not the type of people that i would hang out with prety much at all i dont knwo reallly what it is about them but soem thing just never sat right with me i always felt like they were sizing me up and not like in a good way like they already hated me and they were tryig to hate me more and i ussually dont feal like that with people i get along with everyione but i felt like i had to force alot of ti with them i also dont think they are a good influence on coral but thats just me. So onto Pat i stil hate him hes an idiot and a self centered asshole he isnt like at the top 10 of my hate list but he is on my list none the less. i cant respect a guy who woudl do what he did with her while she was in a relationship. Plus hes a creep
so we are all hanging out adn the whole night i felt like a rusty fifth wheel i felt like i was not wanted at all the whole night by anyone. I dont know if it was on purpose but everyone made me feal like i was just getting in the way. Jackie and Eddie made me feal like i was geting in the way of coral going out and having fun in life and Pat made me feal the same plus like i was getting in the way of him getting with Coral and having his fun with her. Fealing like i was not wanted i told coral i had to go home cause i was tired and i got a quick ride by Pat to the train station and i headed home and after thinking about it that night and the next day i decided that we would be better as friends again and that since we were already planning on hanging out on monday i would do it then
well today i she came over and i talked to her about it luckilly it went great i told her i think we woudl be better as friends she said ok i kinda told her some of the reasons she said ok and that she understands and then we still spent the rest of the day together oh i got a one last break up kiss nothing tobig but kinda a good bye to the relationship kiss
Well thats really it I'm actually happy we broke up im glad that we will be friends again we were such great friends and will be again which makes me happy. oh i decided that i will be posting a little entry soon just about what i fully want in a woman i dont know how big or small it will be but i will be putting one up so feal free to read it and have fun commenting and hell if you or anyone you know falls into it feal free to let me know well see ya
[Edited on Sep 20, 2005 2:43PM]