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Fucking love its dsuch a pain in the ass. why does it hurt so much but feal so good at the same time. so me and sam had decided to break up for now and i had the option to go on a date with a girl i knew named jess and i took it thinking that moving on was the right thing to do. well the date went great great kisser nice tits. we didnt have sex buit i dont love her so that is a given that it wouldnt hapen. wellat one point she was lying next to me on my bed watching a movie and she fell asleep in my arms and i kept thinking "why cant this be SAM?" so jess went home and i still couldnt stop thinking of her thast night and she called the next morning and i realised that breaking up wasnt the right thing to do i didnt realise it fully thoug h till that night while talking to my best friend cati. i told her i still wanted top be with her but dont want a longdistance i had that once and being in another one scares me. i also dont want to move to pittsburgh. but i dont want to be with anyone but her.im stuck between arock and a hard place. so we decided that she is going to move back here in a year and we will get a studio together.

I'm not quite suer what we are right now but ...GOD DAMN YOU LOVE WHY CANT YOU MAKE LIFE EASY
wellif youhave any ideas or comments just let me know