cyberiouse

so... yeah my fucking trip to go see my daughter has officially been... CANCELED.

We have been planning this for several months and have been running everything by Beca step to step to make sure everything was ok with herr. She for the longest time had no problems and was very happy we were coming. Till the last 2 weeks or so... she started pulling her BS drama lying shit and started making everything a big deal. She would claim she said something when she never actually said it (almost ALL communications were through E-Mail so it is saved and we KNOW what she did and didn't say) Well she pulled some more BS the other day claiming that me visiting was causing Lee (her now ex husband and the guy that till we got the DNA test was the other possible father) so much stress and he tried to kill himself cause of it... well My mom (who was paying for most of this) had gotten to the point with all the other shit she had been pulling that she said "NOPE! Fuck it! we're not going. she is just causing trouble and drama and its gonna be more of the same when we get there" So it got canceled and the fucked up thing is that when i told Beca she said thank you for canceleing... yeah well you know what... FUCK YOU!!!! If she didn't want me to visit she shouldn't have bitched me out for MONTHS cause i could never afford to visit! If she ever gives me shit about it again i'm telling her to fuck off
Also my mom is fucking pissed at all of this even more because canceling the plane tickets cost her $300

sigh... i have other good news about Kayla... but right now... just not worth it...