cyberiouse

So... BIG news i got last week and have been putting off posting about..... I finally got the paperwork from Utah and.... looks like I'm a daddy. Not sure how things are going to work out as far as child support right now. Beca (the mother) says she doesn't want or need the money. But she could be telling me that and telling the state something else. I will talk to Beca tonight and the state rep tomorrow and see what exactly is going to happen. I know i will have a hard time money wise if i have to pay childsupport. but if i have to i will. Its not something i am going to fight.


In other news... I am still hurting so much from everything with blaire... it won't go away and i don't know why. I guess its a good thing i have never been the kind of person to cut when i am stressed out or i hurt emotionally. If i did i would be bleeding everywhere.

MINOR EDIT: The other KINDA minor good thing about being single now.... i get time to lay more video games.... although i can't lie i would give them all up to go back to how it was........