cyberiouse

I seem to be doing better and better at work. I had HUGE sales over the last few days.
Its kinda helping my work fear to be controllable but i still have fears that i might not do good at it. I am trying to do my best to make friends in the company and while the first week i was nervous about calling other managers to ask for help in how to do some stuff, even though they all told me to feel free to.I now am willing to call up Neil or Jill or some of the other managers i have worked with for help and advice. They don't look down on me cause they know i am new and it makes me feel so much better.

I had a HUGE fight with my best friend Manni yesterday though As many of you know i have only really started drinking at all in the last few years. I have only gotten drunk a hand full of times. Well i recently decided that Getting drunk just isn't for me. I don't seem to enjoy it as much as everyone else does. So i decided that while i may have a few drinks if i go out. I won't be getting drunk. Well i was having a text convo with manni and we were talking about going out after i got off work yesterday and i said we should go to The Exit (a punk/metal bar) and he told me only if i am drinking and i said I'll have one or two but I'm not much more.... then he texted me back well then whats the point in going. If you aren't really going to be drinking then its a waist in going to a bar..... WTF?????????? For years him and alot of my friends told me that I can still go to bars/clubs and have a good time with out drinking. Now that i have tried it, tried getting drunk and found it isn't for me its no fun going with me? I had a few friends who had said something similar before but they weren't close friends and i honestly didn't care what they had to say about it. But Manni.... my best friend...... the person who i thought i could trust and would always be supportive.