cyberiouse

I first want to say thank you to EVERYONE who sent their help even just on SG yesterday and the day before. I had had a BAD bought of depression over come with me and wasnt sure how to handle it..... there were a few people that helped me out the most and i want to thank them directly cause they helped so much.

First off with out even knowing i was depressed and needed help it came from out of nowhere. I was sitting there sad lonelly depressed ... and all of a sudden my cell phone rang... it wasdeunan calling me randomly on the way home from work. I was so down but her voice her telling me it would be ok and telling me she was there for me picked me up from the bottom. You have such a wonderfull beautiful voice Deunan you have become one of my closest friends and have been a good friend for a while and i am glad so much for that. I look forward to seeing you in person one day

After that i was better but wasn't perfect i was still depressed still having a hard time and then two other SG members came through for me over messenger. First there is XJenXocideXXX Me and her have only been chatting for a few days now but she has been very sweet and caring. She talked to me and made me feel alot better.
Then there is an even newer friend who helped me so much and talked to me alot after i was feeling better and helped me with a few other things too....striped_one I had never chatted with her before but her words helped me so much. I think they did so much help because of the fact that I have never talked to her and she didnt know me from a hole in the wall.. but she put her hand out to me and offered her help and talked to me .... it probably helped that i have had a bit of a crush on her for a while lol i cant wait for her to go PINK lol
well thats really it for now. Im alot better. I have lots of plans this week which is kinda playing havok with my anxiety but i will write about it later. Thanks again everyone and feel free to thank those i mentioned to know they did a good thing