Hey everyone .. so christmas is coming.. looking forward to it. me and my mom have our annual plans and i can't wait. 
Well had a GREAT weekend.As a few of you who i text may know i had a bout of depression hit me on friday night. I was feeling VERY alone and unwanted and just... well depressed. I have had depression problems MOST of my life. I used to let the feelings just eat me up .. destroy me and curl up into a ball and not let anyone in and it woudl just get worse and worse. Well i have been doing my best over the years and especially the last few to NOT do that and to NOT do things that make it worse. So friday night i texted EVERYONE i knew and did my god damn hardest to make SOME sort of plans for this weekend. Which as you may imagine is NOT easy the weekend before christmas.
Eventually i got a hold of my good friends Kristin and Eric. I ended up going out to see them saturday afternoon and ended up staying till sunday at about 8pm lol
We went saturday to see Alvin and The Chipmunks movie which was awesome. I laughed my ass off. great effects on the guys and jason lee was PERFECT as Dave Sevile. Good story. kept me involved and wanting more the whole time.
Then after movie we went got liquor and went back to kristins place and got drunk. It was lots of fun. Kristin made me amaretto stone sour ( my favorite drink.... yes its a girly drink bite me fuckers) and thenn did shots of jager and my baby jack
Watched some tv chatted with a few friends( i drunk text and call lol but the way i am i totally know ahead of time who i am gonna call or text so i warn them lol)
Then sunday morning kristin pulled out guitar hero... yeah i still suck at and hate that game... lol we all hung out all of sunday with kristins family (mom and 14yo sister) and went to like the mall and target... ok i have admitted to most in the past that i am bi-curious ( i want antonio bendaras to be my lover) but... aparently when i go out shopping with a group of women... i turn gay lol. I didnt even realise it till like a few hours in ... but i even had a small lisp.. wow lol But i had an amazing time and look forward to hanging out with kristin and her family (ive been adopted im told lol)
Well thats really it for now. Christmas is almost here and i am looking forward to it. I will leave you all with a few videos i grew up on PLEASE have fun and watch them> If you are having a bad holiday or are afraid you will... they will lift your spirits up. They are three animated shorts shown in the midwest and.. i love them have since i was a child and my mom loved them growing up.. enjoy
Hardrock, Coco and Joe
Well had a GREAT weekend.As a few of you who i text may know i had a bout of depression hit me on friday night. I was feeling VERY alone and unwanted and just... well depressed. I have had depression problems MOST of my life. I used to let the feelings just eat me up .. destroy me and curl up into a ball and not let anyone in and it woudl just get worse and worse. Well i have been doing my best over the years and especially the last few to NOT do that and to NOT do things that make it worse. So friday night i texted EVERYONE i knew and did my god damn hardest to make SOME sort of plans for this weekend. Which as you may imagine is NOT easy the weekend before christmas.
Eventually i got a hold of my good friends Kristin and Eric. I ended up going out to see them saturday afternoon and ended up staying till sunday at about 8pm lol
We went saturday to see Alvin and The Chipmunks movie which was awesome. I laughed my ass off. great effects on the guys and jason lee was PERFECT as Dave Sevile. Good story. kept me involved and wanting more the whole time.
Then after movie we went got liquor and went back to kristins place and got drunk. It was lots of fun. Kristin made me amaretto stone sour ( my favorite drink.... yes its a girly drink bite me fuckers) and thenn did shots of jager and my baby jack
Watched some tv chatted with a few friends( i drunk text and call lol but the way i am i totally know ahead of time who i am gonna call or text so i warn them lol)
Then sunday morning kristin pulled out guitar hero... yeah i still suck at and hate that game... lol we all hung out all of sunday with kristins family (mom and 14yo sister) and went to like the mall and target... ok i have admitted to most in the past that i am bi-curious ( i want antonio bendaras to be my lover) but... aparently when i go out shopping with a group of women... i turn gay lol. I didnt even realise it till like a few hours in ... but i even had a small lisp.. wow lol But i had an amazing time and look forward to hanging out with kristin and her family (ive been adopted im told
lol)
Well thats really it for now. Christmas is almost here and i am looking forward to it. I will leave you all with a few videos i grew up on PLEASE have fun and watch them> If you are having a bad holiday or are afraid you will... they will lift your spirits up. They are three animated shorts shown in the midwest and.. i love them have since i was a child and my mom loved them growing up.. enjoy
Hardrock, Coco and Joe
Suzy Snowflake
Frosty the Snowman (original cartoon of Frosty the Snowman, not the updated one.)
Well on that note i will wish all of you around a happy holidays, merry christmas, joyous Kwanzaa, a wonderfull hanukkah and anything else i may have missed.. remember this time of year isnt about getting things or honestly even giving things. It shouldnt be about what religioin you are or what you believe or fallow... its about the people you care for and love. Whether you can be with them or not. Its remembering them and all the joy they have brought into your life and you have brought into theirs.
Now go.. have a great holiday season...and dont forget.. i love you all
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