cyberiouse

I actually have a few things to write about but i just don't fell like it right now. I just finished watching one of my favorite movies. The Professional aka Lon
and you know how they say every time you watch a movie that you love that you view it a little differently each time. .. This movie has always just been a favorite and it did always touch me the whole way through... But something about it tonight struck me deep. End of the movie when he is letting her go and he tells her he loves her i started to cry.. i cried a little more when Lon dies and says this is from Mathilda and a little more when she puts his plant into the ground and says i think we'll be ok here Lon... but for some reason it was the Sting song SHAPE OF MY HEART that plays over the credits that just broke me. I started balling.


Its such a beautiful song and being already emotional it just was the straw that broke the back..... i think thats all i really wanted to say besides the fact that I REALLY wish there was someone to hold me I hate crying alone .. i just wanted to share this emotional moment with everyone....I'm going to bed now maybe i might cry some more.

goodnight everyone