Hey wow its been tooooo long since i have left a journal entry. I ment to leave one after i went on my date sunday but i got busy sunday night, and i was out monday and tuesday night so im finally getting to it now. Well here goes with the news...
So as many of yo know i had a date sunday and i was looking forwad t it very much. well it crapped out. so i met rachel at the barington train station and gave ehr a hug and we went off to the movies we held hands a little bit it was very nice well we went to se SAW 2 and enjoyed it very much. so after the movie ( no i didnt make a movie in the theatre) we went out ot her car she mentioned that on sundays there is nothing to do around there so didnt knwo what to do. We decided to just sit in the car and chat so we did just that. Well i was having a good time and did like her but honestly i didnt have that well fealing with erh. there wasnt that "fealing" in the air but i still decided to go for a kiss adn well boom bang shot down. she said she doesnt think she wants a relatinship right now so we are going to be just friends. so i went home soon after and was a little upset (bad dates will do that)
well the next day i went to work and told eeryone about what happened blah blah blah. wel that night i had plans with this girl toni i had met online and had talked to on the phone several times. it was just as fiends just soemone to hang out with . She had told me a while back that her ex was a straight edge and couldnt date another straight edge again. to many conflicting interests. So because of this eventhough i had a GREAT time and wanted to kiss her ALL night and there seemed to be that well fealing in the air i decided to not go for it. especially with my knock down the day before i didnt want to get two rejectins in two days. well i was only sapposed to stay til 11 i left at 3 lol. as i was gong i was giving her a hug and what i thought was giong to be a kiss on the cheek like i do with most of my female friends. Well when i got to her cheek her lips were there instead and we ended up kissing in her door way for like 5 minutes lol. Well she sent me home and i chatted with her online when i go thome for a while before i headed to bed and well it was decided i would be coming over the next day after work (ok it was like 4 A.M. when this convo happened so technically it was that day after work bite me) to spend the night and i agreed to so i went to work told more ppl about sundays suck fest and mondays kssfest lol and the nights plans. everyone was sooo happy for me ( im happy too
) so me and toni are kinda dating now im going to spend the night tonight and the way it is looking most nights which makes me happy. and for those who really knwo me and aer wondering no we didnt have sex last night we fooled around quite a bit but no sex yet im in no rush for it buit if it happens no arguments but i wont push it to it..
ok well thats it ill see ya ll later 
P.S. (added thursday morning) as of last night we have had sex she broke me lol
So as many of yo know i had a date sunday and i was looking forwad t it very much. well it crapped out. so i met rachel at the barington train station and gave ehr a hug and we went off to the movies we held hands a little bit it was very nice well we went to se SAW 2 and enjoyed it very much. so after the movie ( no i didnt make a movie in the theatre) we went out ot her car she mentioned that on sundays there is nothing to do around there so didnt knwo what to do. We decided to just sit in the car and chat so we did just that. Well i was having a good time and did like her but honestly i didnt have that well fealing with erh. there wasnt that "fealing" in the air but i still decided to go for a kiss adn well boom bang shot down. she said she doesnt think she wants a relatinship right now so we are going to be just friends. so i went home soon after and was a little upset (bad dates will do that)
well the next day i went to work and told eeryone about what happened blah blah blah. wel that night i had plans with this girl toni i had met online and had talked to on the phone several times. it was just as fiends just soemone to hang out with . She had told me a while back that her ex was a straight edge and couldnt date another straight edge again. to many conflicting interests. So because of this eventhough i had a GREAT time and wanted to kiss her ALL night and there seemed to be that well fealing in the air i decided to not go for it. especially with my knock down the day before i didnt want to get two rejectins in two days. well i was only sapposed to stay til 11 i left at 3 lol. as i was gong i was giving her a hug and what i thought was giong to be a kiss on the cheek like i do with most of my female friends. Well when i got to her cheek her lips were there instead and we ended up kissing in her door way for like 5 minutes lol. Well she sent me home and i chatted with her online when i go thome for a while before i headed to bed and well it was decided i would be coming over the next day after work (ok it was like 4 A.M. when this convo happened so technically it was that day after work bite me) to spend the night and i agreed to so i went to work told more ppl about sundays suck fest and mondays kssfest lol and the nights plans. everyone was sooo happy for me ( im happy too
) so me and toni are kinda dating now im going to spend the night tonight and the way it is looking most nights which makes me happy. and for those who really knwo me and aer wondering no we didnt have sex last night we fooled around quite a bit but no sex yet im in no rush for it buit if it happens no arguments but i wont push it to it..
ok well thats it ill see ya ll later
P.S. (added thursday morning) as of last night we have had sex she broke me lol
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No thats not the voice of jealousy speaking....
Its the voice of sexual frustration!!!!