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Sunday Jan 11, 2004

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Multi-Mind Called Life

One day you may find the end of the road but never will you find the truth. The truth is not to be found but to be heard in the wind. Time and again I listen for the truth but my mind is too noisy with the sounds of pain and grief. I cant stop the people around me from speaking but if they do I fear I will stop listening. Jumping to the extremes is not a game but a life style that must be stopped. Everywhere you look another person is verbally killed by someone they love. Falling to the ground in pain I find the rabbit hole to hell and do I dare. Do I dare take my life into my own hands and choose for myself or end it all with one final blow to the multi-mind we call life. But will it make a difference or will I have to find a better place to hide in the back of my mind were only my darkest thoughts dare go? Never more will I smile, nevermore will I laugh, and nevermore will I love.

-Lordcybereye

Strange things hapen in this life and stranger still is life itself. Why am I the person I am? Why is this life mine? When do you know your happy?

In the end I just want a family of my own. In all the movies the guy never wants kids but the women do. Then why is it my girlfriend left me ONE week after I said I want kids?
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instarsia:
thank you for being MY friend doll. i needed that hug. thank you
Jan 11, 2004
keira:
I want a family too. At first my boyfriend said he never wanted kids, but now I think he realizes that when we're more financially stable he wants them. He better, or I'll be pissed at him for wasting my time.

My snakes have heat lamps on all day, I want to get them night time light bulbs 'coz they get down around 65-68 and they're supposed to stay around 70 degrees... They're actually very easy to take care of. Corn snakes are one of the lower maintainence snakes.

Thanks for your kind words, and thank YOU for being my friend. =)
Jan 11, 2004

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