cyanide81

Strep throat.

Making the best of things.

4 and 1/2 years living alone. This is really going to take a lot of getting used to.

So far... I'm miserable. But that's just how I am anyways. Miserable.

Tonight is my last night in my apartment


I'm happy im out of my last job, and happy that ive got a new one lined up, but im still really depressed. Ive been slowly packing for the last week, and throwing away a lot of things i dont need anymore. Things I used to love too.

I know this is best in the long run,...
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Very relieved. This was very quick, but I got a new job already, at a different casino. Bad news, its less money than i was making, and its a 1-hour commute. But, good news, im not stuck at that hell anymore.

i am terrified of life

My former boss and the HR manager just called me to ask me where some things were located around my office. My boss was asking questions in a way that implied that i deleted shit before i left.

He was looking for reports that dont exist because i didnt do them yet BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN DOING 3 PEOPLE'S JOBS FOR THE PAST 6 MONTHS....
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I'm an idiot. Sure, my work stress is gone, but now i have no income. I have to leave my apartment, and move back in with my parents. At 30 years old. And just to kick me when im down, my only pair of comfortable shoes just wore out too much.

I am the biggest fucking loser ever.

Freaking out. Quit my job this morning

For the 5th time this month I've packed up my desk in preparation to walk out and quit. And the 5th time this month my stupid adult brain made me stay.

Growing up sucks