Kids in the Hall to replace my last horrible blog
mildots:
*hugs*
niobe:
Oh god I can't wait to get my medical insurance. I desperately need some kind of anti depressant, and I really need to start therapy. I am only getting worse and worse.
I'm completely alone in the world. I feel like no one understands me, and most people don't like me.
I'm at the lowest point I've ever been in my life. Completely miserable. I...
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I'm completely alone in the world. I feel like no one understands me, and most people don't like me.
I'm at the lowest point I've ever been in my life. Completely miserable. I...
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niobe:
I don't hate you. You know this. In fact, I really like you. I have tried reaching out to you several times. I wish I could do more for you. I'm here for you. I understand you and I like you.
I know what it feels like to be alone. I know what it feels like to be miserable.
I'm here.
*hugs*
I know what it feels like to be alone. I know what it feels like to be miserable.
I'm here.
*hugs*
yakdeculture:
I wish I had something inspirational to say... "hang in there" is really tired and clich.
All I can say is vent all you want! Just get it the fuck out. Even if nobody reads it- at least it's out of your system.
All I can say is vent all you want! Just get it the fuck out. Even if nobody reads it- at least it's out of your system.
I need to find a way to make a bunch of money quick so that i can take a vacation. I havent had a real vacation in 8 years
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niobe:
Ugh. I don't think I have had a real vacation ever. I mean mini weekend trips to catch a brewers game or a weekend to go to the field museum aren't really vacations. Well not to me. So I hear ya. Can you donate blood? Sell CDs to resale places? Those are usually the fastest ways to make money.
i really need to go somewhere else besides here. i need to get away
niobe:
Take me with you.
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niobe:
You doing okay?
yakdeculture:
Sir, I revel in my pretention! 
Seriously- I don't even have an actual photo as an avatar anymore because I thought maybe my visage looked that desperate.
Seriously- I don't even have an actual photo as an avatar anymore because I thought maybe my visage looked that desperate.
i need some opinions. I've got a momentary burst of motivation towards my comic, which i havent done anythign with in months.
Kinda playing around with character design, as per usual.
Please take a look at the following sketches and tell me which one(s) you like the best.
Things to keep in mind:
1. Don't pay much attention to the feathers in the sketches, but...
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Kinda playing around with character design, as per usual.
Please take a look at the following sketches and tell me which one(s) you like the best.
Things to keep in mind:
1. Don't pay much attention to the feathers in the sketches, but...
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yakdeculture:
1 and 6.
druggist:
Number 2, though simple, really sticks out to me. it seems very large, almost intimidating, but also a little evil in the way it turns sharply
Got my badges for comic con 2013. Wanted 4 day, but they sold out literally seconds before the purchase screen loaded. Oh well, still got fri and sat. I'm gonna try and get thur and sun when they go on sale to the general public
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mutantbaby1:
done.
niobe:
Cool.
i need a full-body transplant. they do that these days... right? right?!
so over my throat condition, whatever it is
so over my throat condition, whatever it is
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niobe:
Ugh. *hugs*
Just learning to accept things as they are
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mutantbaby1:
It is what it is.
niobe:
I hear that!
Went to urgent care again tonight. They basically told me that after the last round of drugs they put me on didn't do anything, there's nothing more that they can do for me. I have to go to county hospital now because I don't have insurance. I don't have a clue how much that costs.
But I'm really worried. The fact that the last round...
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But I'm really worried. The fact that the last round...
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mildots:
you need a break bud. *hugs*
niobe:
Ugh. I got my ER bill from getting my infected finger lanced. UGH! And I have insurance! *hugs*
Ugh. I got my ER bill from getting my infected finger lanced. UGH! And I have insurance! *hugs*