cyanide81

this is something i wrote a while back, and its how im feeling at the moment. its called Heartbreak with Cyanide.
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Watching as it happens again
Once more for my angry book of memories

Starting off in a good sort of way,
Time goes by, it's inevitable,
My heart and soul decend back into despair

You gazed at me with compassion
Your word will...
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yea, so im starting to get somewhere with my band, little by little. we've got a new song in the works, and hopefully, if possible, we'll be going into the studio within the next couple months

things are actually going good for once

Valentines Day SUCKS. I'm alone again, i have to work tonight, and tomorrow i have to go to a wedding for two friends who arent alone, and are happy.

Had an interesting experience a couple days ago. went to the casino and had 8 long island iced teas, which adds up to 40 shots of alcohol, and i got really really fucking drunk. ended up passing out on the floor of the bathroom, and the medical team had to take me out in a wheelchair. that was fun! but i dont think i'll do...
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fuck.

ok, so today went better than yesterday. i had to work, which kinda sucks. but at least i got to work with the girl i like. and i'm pretty sure she likes me too, but the shitty part is that she doesnt speak much english, and i dont speak much spanish. she's learning though...

waiting sucks...

Life Fucking Sucks. It's as simple as that. Went to a show with a good friend (or so i thought he was) only to be ditched there and ignored so he could talk to his other friends.

so i ended up walking home, which took like almost 3 hours, because i couldnt find a fucking ride.

so i'm going to bed and hoping that i...
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