cyanide81

So i thought something good was happening to me, but i read too much into the situation.


False Alarm.

it was a good day

Really down today. Not really sure why

So overall, this has probably been the worst year of my life. So many horrible things have happened to me and those i care about.

Granted, great things happened as well, nothing greater than the recovery my mom made in January after almost dying. I count that as the only good thing that has happened this year in my life.

But next year is going...
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Still havent been to the doctor. I have my insurance now, but as soon as i got it, my supervisor changed my days off to saturday sunday due to staffing needs. Which is fine i guess. But the medical group i go to isnt open on weekends, so i have to wait until next month to see someone. (assuming my schedule gets changed back to...
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December 1st! got my medical insurance card. time to go find a doctor and start taking care of myself!

from my heaviest, ive lost 64 lbs so far. i still have quite a ways to go to reach my ultimate goal, but only 11 from my first goal

things are much better, as far as my hand goes. im going to try to return to work on thursday. we'll see how that goes

things are much better, as far as my hand goes. im going to try and return to work on thursday. we'll see how that goes

Just spent 5 hours at the ER. Ran more X-rays, nothing new. Gave me a new temporary cast though, and some way better pain meds.

Gotta follow up with ortho. My work is not accommodating at all. If it takes longer than 6 weeks to recover, I will lose my job