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theres this irish pub on the other side of town, that, i knew was there. its been there for a year or so. but ive never been

so last night, i decided, being irish and all, i am required to go.

so we went. REALLY nice place. great atmosphere. other than the out of place looking atm, it looked authentic irish. they even had a...
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user304975207:
i hope you get there
sharona1881:
yeah, thank goodness theres only a tiny bit more of the meds left... hehe...

and will you take me with you when you go to ireland? please please? biggrin
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ok, so turns out my friend was bed ridden that day. huge migraine or something. i dunno. its all good.


ive just been let down so much in life, that im insecure whenever someone doesnt call when they say theyre going to. even if i know for a fact that its not of malicious intent.

ah well. just another thing on my list of self...
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why do people invite me to go out somewhere and then seem to forget to call to let me know when and where?


fuck. mad frown
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plaidhangover:
sad yet true.. a lot of people are rude and dont care!
kindle:
People suck. Sorry. See, you are too far away or I'd invite you to see The Omen on June 6th but alas... that would be a mighty expensive trip to come see a movie.
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yea, im a whiny bitch...


oh well biggrin

things are getting better for sure this time. im actually making friends at work, my social anxiety seems to be dying down a lot.


i didnt get my promotion, but thats ok, i wasnt sure if i really wanted it. plus it would take me away form the area that ive been working, and away from the people...
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beaky:
To feel good about one's self... now that is happiness
plaidhangover:
Oooh, Im glad I dont have to tease myself like that! I would probably cry!
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i give up smile
sharona1881:
por que??
*HUGS*
kindle:
Never give up! Fight man, fight!

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holy shit.


im FINALLY starting to re-emerge. personality-wise, that is.


ive ALWAYS had social anxiety, and i go thru these phases when it gets worse. but the last 4 months or so, has been, by far, the worst.

i withdrew so far in that i started to believe that that was the 'real' me. I started letting every little sneer or indifferent look affect me,...
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kindle:
Wow, I thought I was the only one fighting that great personality battle. I go through my bouts as well and when I crash, I crash hard. Only a couple of people can pull me out of it. Never know when it will hit though.

Keep up the good work! I'm proud of you.
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plaidhangover:
No prob Bob!
lilviciousone:
I really like that shot.

When my folks get back from their vacation in the Philippines, we should be out in your area for a weekend.

I'll let you know when smile
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i keep having these dreams that i meet these incredible women. everytime i dream about one, they're absolutely perfect. beautiful, smart, funny, sexy, everything i could ever ask for.


and they're all figments of my imagination. i wake up with this HELL YEA feeling, that i am on top of the world. until i realize that it was all a dream. then i try to...
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user304975207:
that would require me getting up in the middle of the night though
user304975207:
i think its the z740?? kodak