cyanide81

Since not much is going on in my life as of late, i decided to go old school with my blog here. Years ago, when i updated this blog regularly, i used to put up "reviews" of various moves, books, music, etc that i was into at the time. By review, i mostly mean list of things i like, but every now and then i...
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Been a while since i updated my blog. mostly cause no one really reads it, but also because of plain laziness.


Ive got my internet up and running, and the apartment is going good. i had a problem with a dog upstairs who wouldnt shut up, but i got that taken care of.


Mainly, the most important thing in my life right now, is that...
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just moved into my new apartment. finally finally FINALLY on my own.

but, alas, no internet for the moment. hopefully soon though

i dont even care about anything anymore.

everyone i've ever dated seems to have been embarassed to be with me. and probably with good reason.

Thank God.

Got a call today, and i'll finally be getting my own apartment mid-January!

Boo to less $$$, but hooray to privacy!

thanks to everyone who wished me well concerning my dog it means a lot


but the horrible week continues. ive got some kind of infection, and its giving me a fever, and i havent slept more than 5 hours total in the last 3 days.


i feel fucked up


happy thanksgiving everyone!

sooo

one of my dogs is realy sick, dying in fact. her liver is shutting down, and a bunch of other things. her spleen is enlarged, her eyes are yellow, she's not eating, vomiting, and she pretty much has no energy

she's been hospitalized at the vets office for several days now on I.V.'s and they still dont know what is causing it.

we took...
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signed up again, and find that my screen name is taken! dammit.

oh well

hi

ive got pneumonia.

it's peachy