cyanide81

Really unhappy with myself today.

My birthday is in a week. I've wasted 30 years of life.

30 freaking years. And the current state of my health suggests im closer to the grave than the womb

Vegas was fun. Probably the first time ive gone, in a long time, that i didnt end up depressed at some point.

I always go, and at some point during the trip, i get depressed that either i dont have enough money to do the things i want to do, or that i'm single. Vegas can definitly bring out depressing thoughts if you let it....
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In Vegas. Interesting night so far. We got to the room were staying in at the Luxor, and when we opened the door, there was already someone in it. He looked kinda scared to suddenly have other people walk into his room. So, we left, made the miles long trek back to the desk to get a new room.

So, I'm exhausted, time for sleep

Supposed to be going to vegas on Monday night, and we're gonna see Rancid play on Tuesday night...


But im completely broke, as is my friend who i'm going with. So if we even manage to scrape gas money together, we wont have any money to do anything while we're there.

i might just have to overdraft my bank account on purpose just to be...
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Ok so shes not doing well again. She's lost almost all control over her hind legs. She can't walk very well, and I guess when she's up on the table to eat, they have to put a towel under her to keep her from slipping around because she can't balance and steady herself.

I don't know how much longer she has

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In other news,...
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Ok, so now that SG is working, i can post a little more.

I went over to my parents house yesterday morning, and she was walking better. She still cant jump (or she isnt jumping at least) up, but she's eating strongly, and she doesnt have that exhausted "any day now" look on her face. she seems pretty alert. This cat, i swear, has way...
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I'll post more once SG stops freaking out, but my cat is doing a little better

My dad called me today to tell me I should go over to their house to say goodbye to one of our cats. Well, our last cat, really. Our other one died a few years ago.

She's had a weird last couple of years. She gets really skinny and weak looking then suddenly makes a recovery and gets healthier. But this time it's different. I...
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Just finished watching the finale of Arrested Development on Netflix tonight. First time seeing it, and I gotta say it lives up to all the hype over it. It could have used another season or two for sure. Hopefully they'll get the movie made soon.

Anyone have any suggestions as to what tv series to watch on Netflix next? Any genre