So i got a call from my boss, and the girl i trained to cover for me over my days off didnt do all of the work that she was trained to do, so tomorrow i get to go in and i essentially have 3 days worth of work to do 
Thank you to those who commented on my last blog. I havent had much time at all to come online in the last few days. Today is my day off, so hopefully i can unwind a bit.
On Tuesday, my coworker worked her last day, and it hit me very hard. She was my only friend there, and with the stress of her leaving, and...
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On Tuesday, my coworker worked her last day, and it hit me very hard. She was my only friend there, and with the stress of her leaving, and...
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yakdeculture:
Live to fight another day my friend. There is no shame in what you're doing. It's actually very smart.
comic_guy:
The chemos not so bad. It's the after effects. It's the 3 day long nausea and sleeping and just feeling dead.
But it's the price I pay. I will beat this.
Nothing wrong with living at home till you're ready and able to move. Guy I worked with stayed home till he got married. I stayed home till I had enough money to buy a house.
Don't be ashamed. BE proud that your parents are as supportive as they are. Thats a blessing in this day and age.
But it's the price I pay. I will beat this.
Nothing wrong with living at home till you're ready and able to move. Guy I worked with stayed home till he got married. I stayed home till I had enough money to buy a house.
Don't be ashamed. BE proud that your parents are as supportive as they are. Thats a blessing in this day and age.
I actually broke down and cried tonight. From stress. I only got 1 1/2 hour of free time to myself today. The rest was devoted to work and sleep. And that's how I see my next few weeks going. God dammit I've ruined my life and it feels like there's no way to fix anything. I just feel like I'm in so deep that I...
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issue_:
I also don't have much anything to say that's comforting because your blog describes my general emotional state on a daily basis.
amarena:
I know what it's like to feel unable to voice personal feelings with family.
I'm glad you do have SG as a safe place to vent.
(((love and hugs)))
I'm glad you do have SG as a safe place to vent.
(((love and hugs)))
I'm actually considering taking stress leave from work.
I'm working 10-12 hour days, and i may end up working 6 days a week soon. I'm having trouble sleeping
I'm working 10-12 hour days, and i may end up working 6 days a week soon. I'm having trouble sleeping
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niobe:
*hugs* I say do it if you can. No one needs to work themselves that hard. it's never worth it.
zebrah:
have you tried tylonal pm? it works great for me when i really need the rest
So fucking depressed and anxious right now
My boss/coworker, and basically only friend i have at work, told me this morning that she is going to put in her two weeks notice.
So not only am i losing a friend at work, im gaining her work until they replace her. Our business is 24/7, so there is someone working everyday. I work on the weekends,...
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My boss/coworker, and basically only friend i have at work, told me this morning that she is going to put in her two weeks notice.
So not only am i losing a friend at work, im gaining her work until they replace her. Our business is 24/7, so there is someone working everyday. I work on the weekends,...
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druggist:
thanks 
i hate when this happens to business. ive been making up for a full 40-hr/week person not being present in the pharmacy for weeks now and I feel like shooting myself at the end of each shift. hopefully, this too shall pass.
i hate when this happens to business. ive been making up for a full 40-hr/week person not being present in the pharmacy for weeks now and I feel like shooting myself at the end of each shift. hopefully, this too shall pass.
druggist:
well, in FL you have to be certified to work as a tech. When I was a tech, you didn't need to have that certification, but now you need to pass a test (which is a few hundred dollars) and take a certification course beforehand (which the university is doing for $3k!!!)
it really is so expensive and even afterwards you make $8-$16/hr. nothing that great considering the amount of work you have to do. the good thing is you are a valued member of the community (pharmacy tech carries some weight of respect with it) and there are always job openings. well... i take it back. its worth it if you are a tech. you help people, you are air conditioned, get lunch breaks, and get respect. not worth it if you are a lead tech, which comes with a little raise but infinitely more responsibility.
i think within a month, it becomes worth it. not years. i remember being a tech, not having that much of a responsibility as I do now, and those were the days... the pay just sucks.
it really is so expensive and even afterwards you make $8-$16/hr. nothing that great considering the amount of work you have to do. the good thing is you are a valued member of the community (pharmacy tech carries some weight of respect with it) and there are always job openings. well... i take it back. its worth it if you are a tech. you help people, you are air conditioned, get lunch breaks, and get respect. not worth it if you are a lead tech, which comes with a little raise but infinitely more responsibility.
i think within a month, it becomes worth it. not years. i remember being a tech, not having that much of a responsibility as I do now, and those were the days... the pay just sucks.
Night before last, my dad was taken from work in an ambulance with chest pains, and they admitted him, and kept him over night, and again overnight last night.
They kept him as mainly precautionary measures, as he was feeling better later in the night that it happened. But they wanted to run tests all day yesterday.
So, i dont think they know what caused...
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They kept him as mainly precautionary measures, as he was feeling better later in the night that it happened. But they wanted to run tests all day yesterday.
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irelandvixen:
Thank u sweets!! Hope alls well with your dad! HUGS!!
comic_guy:
Hope everything turns out well. Thanks for the well wishes.
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marvel:
I'm so sorry for the loss of your kitty 
yakdeculture:
400 bucks of happiness as opposed to, say, one of those credit card hookers that only give you an hour.
Still dont know what is wrong with me exactly, but each day is different. Some days im in pain, other days im "fine", and others, im really out of it, and cant seem to focus on anything
I dont have medical insurance at the moment, because my work charges WAY too much for it.
So i have to start looking into independent medical insurance
But...
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I dont have medical insurance at the moment, because my work charges WAY too much for it.
So i have to start looking into independent medical insurance
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druggist:
omg... kidney failure???!!! i hope you can see a doctor soon. ask the local health department if there is a free clinic you can go to. seriously, don't wait on this.
mildots:
Im With Niobe.
Went to urgent care about 3 this morning. On vicoden, can't get comfortable enough to sleep, feel nausea, etc
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
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niobe:
*hugs*
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comic_guy:
Happy Birthday!
panther289:
Happy Birthday, have a great one.
It sucks picking up the slack. Ugh.