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Monday May 02, 2005

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ok, so im feeling better today. not a whole lot, but im getting there.

some news:

the girl i wanted to be with just told me today that she dumped her boyfriend. should be good news, right? nope.

shes pregnant, with his kid.

that makes her 4th kid.

I dunno, lately ive kinda got over her. shes still my friend, but i dont think i want anything more than that. she likes to complain..... a lot. and i really dont want to deal with that.

and then, i KNOW i am not ready to help take care of 4 kids. and she mentioned that this would be her last one. shes gonna have her tubes tied. so if anything were to happen between us, having kids would be out of the question, and some day, i want to have kids of my own.

oh well. ive been thru much much worse concerning girls

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some recommendations:

movies:
Lemony Snicket's A Series of Misfortunate Events - I've always been a big Jim Carrey fan, so thats why i wanted to see this. If it was any other actor, i might not have wanted to see it. But i'm glad i did. For being a "kids" movie (its made by nickelodeon studios), it is very dark, and very emo/goth. And at times, pretty funny.

Blade: Trinity - As ive mentioned before, i was a HUGE comic nerd when i was younger, so of course i liked this one.

music:
Fall Out Boy - From Under the Cork Tree - It wont come out until tomorrow, but from what ive heard of it, and from their last album, its gonna be very very awesome.

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and something new, im gonna start posting random pics at the end of my posts, just for the hell of it:



this unfortunately isnt the REAL simon cowell (its a wax model), but if it was, my reaction would be no different. the man is further destroying the music industry

**edit to say:**
thanks for the kind words, they did cheer me up!
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
starr:
Awww... sorry abour your luck lately. Hope you sort everything out. smile
May 3, 2005
sarahjane:
ah ha hahh. i love your pictures dahlin! kiss
warning girls with kids, especially 4, are probably bad news.
May 3, 2005

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