Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

cyanide81

Member Since 2002

Followers 85 Following 112

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Feb 24, 2013

Feb 24, 2013
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Time to just pick myself back up and move on. And keep trying. That's a new one for me. I usually just give up for a long time before trying again.

But I'm really ready to find someone to spend my life with, and I'm sick of wasting time hoping for it to happen. I'm going to try and make it happen. Well, not make someone like me lol, but u know what I mean.

I'm doing surprisingly well on my diet. I've started so many diets in my life, but this time feels different. I've lost 75 lbs from my heaviest, 10 lbs just this past couple weeks. I'm going to the mall a few times a week to walk for an hour or so, and even at work I'm trying to walk a little bit quicker than I usually do.

I really want to stop being so down and depressed. It's a safety net that I'm long since sick of
mutantbaby1:
Hey man, hate to sound cliche' but you gotta take things one step at a time. People usually get depressed the most in the winter. It will pass like everything else.
Feb 25, 2013
niobe:
Good luck.
Feb 25, 2013

More Blogs

  • 10.06.12
    2

    Saturday Oct 06, 2012

    In so much pain.
  • 10.04.12
    0

    Thursday Oct 04, 2012

    Got my X-ray results. Negative! No break! I still have to wear th…
  • 10.04.12
    0

    Thursday Oct 04, 2012

    copied old blog to add new info: Couple nights ago, I had to restr…
  • 10.03.12
    2

    Wednesday Oct 03, 2012

    Couple nights ago, I had to restrain someone who was drunk and out of…
  • 10.03.12
    0

    Wednesday Oct 03, 2012

    Deleted blog. Will post again later
  • 09.28.12
    1

    Friday Sep 28, 2012

    Car died today. Can't afford to fix it. My commute to work is an hour…
  • 09.26.12
    1

    Wednesday Sep 26, 2012

    i should be in hawaii right now. That was the plan. oh well... s…
  • 09.21.12
    3

    Friday Sep 21, 2012

    new drivers license came in the mail today. picture.
  • 09.18.12
    2

    Tuesday Sep 18, 2012

  • 09.08.12
    3

    Saturday Sep 08, 2012

    Ugh. Those dreams where you fall in love with someone wonderful, then…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
12
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,598 SuicideGirls
  • 1,115,589 followers
  • 14,940,711 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,444,785 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo